The Creek: The City where a Rose bloomed through concrete.

We Make up to Break up

Woo school sure was unnecessarily long today. I just can't wait to be home and just talk to my boo thang all night. Not to mention I need something to take my mind off Aniya catching an attitude with me over something so petty.

*Phone vibrates* That's my boo!

"Heyyyy babe!" I sang into the phone; I'm too excited right now.

"What's up love, what you doing?" Terek asked

" Nothing just got home from school. How come me and Aniya just got into it today over the dumbest stuff." I said still a little agitated about the whole thing.

"What did y'all get into it about?"

"Well... she seen me smiling at our texts and she asked who I was talking to and I would not tell her. She said that they always tell me stuff and I will not ever tell them anything and blah blah... the whole thing is just stupid."

"Man forget her! Don't let them pressure you into telling them about us just because they tell everybody they business. As long as we understand what we are, then we ain't obligated to tell no one shit." Terek said now getting agitated. I never quite understood why he gets so worked up when my friends try to get up in our business. Doesn't he know that is what us girls do?

"Chill Terek it ain't that deep for you to get worked up about. I mean it would be nice for someone to know about the dude I'm in love with and I'm honestly starting to feel like there is a deeper reason for us being a secret other then  and people trying to break us up." I said just trying to keep it real about how I feel...

"Here you go.... I already told you what it was. I ain't about to keep going over this with you again and again, damn!" Aw man here we go it is about to be an argument but I might as well keep it real.

"I'm just saying Terek, it has been two years and don't nobody know about us." I'm trying my best to diffuse the situation.

"Man whatever! You know if they find out about us they gone dog me, and it is like you don't even give a damn about that only about what you feeling!" Terek yells

"If you so concerned about what people gone say about us, then why are you even with me!? All you care about is what your guys is going to think!" Now I'm livid because he trying to flip the script.

"Whatever Fayth, bye." Terek says then hangs up in my face.

I can't believe he just hung up in my face like that. I mean my suspicions are multiplying but maybe I am just tripping over nothing. Now my boo and bestfriend mad at me all over secrets. I just do not understand any of it. Terek wants to stay a secret and Aniya wants to know my little secrets. I guess though. You can't please everybody.  Let me just try to call this boy back.

"Hello," Terek answers annoyed

"Look babe, I'm sorry. I was just tripping because I would like share some things about us sometimes. Forgive me?" I plea

"Look Fayth, I can't do this anymore. I'm tired of always arguing with you and I just need my space right now." Terek says nonchalantly.

"Cool," I say while hanging up and on the verge of crying.

Terek calls my phone 10 times back to back. Didn't he just break up with me? What is the point of calling me back? I feel like sometimes he does stuff like that just to see how I react. It is like he enjoys witnessing me crying over him. Did I mention, we only went out on a date one time our whole time dating. Every time we plan to do something Terek cancels on me for some other "important" reason. I really do not get it. What is the point of being in a relationship with someone if all you do is talk on the phone and text? It's times like this, when I wish my girls knew about my relationship, so I could have someone to talk to.