A Time to Get a Time to Lose a Time to Keep

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It has been a few months since all the madness occurred in my teenage life and it is true time does heal. Funny thing is I still have not heard anything from Terek but I do still talk to my girls that does not mean I forgot about their harsh words that were stated behind my back though.  We are one month away from graduation and I'm sure after graduation I will not be dealing with them as much. I'll be too busy focusing on my goals and dreams while they are focusing on theirs.  I have not confronted them about what I walked in on yet because I do not want to be overly emotional and I do not want to cause unnecessary drama but trust me I definitely plan on telling them about themselves at the perfect time.

Surprisingly through all the drama I still maintained good grades and a high GPA. Even better I got a full ride scholarship to attend Georgia State University in the Fall. So my days in The Creek are numbered. I got my graduation packet paid off and I have been working my butt off with my part-time job and paid internship so my savings account is looking quite nice before I move. I feel stronger than I have ever felt and God has been nothing but good to me.  So now a days I am back to being all smiles.

"Hey..." Aniya said walking up to my locker

"What's up Aniya," I said nonchalantly

"Nothing but I do need to talk to you." Aniya said seriously

"Shoot I'm listening." I said

"Me, Kalia, and Soraya feel you have been acting mad funny lately. You barely kick it with us now days and this semester you did not take any classes with us and we don't even have the same lunch period anymore. So we wanted to know what's up what's the problem?"  Aniya said

Hmmm perfect opportunity to lay it on the table.

" To be completely honest with you Aniya there is no problem. You guys never knew it but I walked in on your guys' little conversation in the girls bathroom before school one day and I heard every last word. I was unaware that you guys felt I thought I was better than y'all, so I just decided to subtract myself from the equation and do me. No hard feelings." I said with no hesitation and telling by the look on Aniya's face she is shocked by my response.

"Look, I don't have no hard feelings towards none of y'all but It hurt to hear it being said behind my back. I'm not even shock that Kalia and Soraya dogged me out but Aniya you dogging me out hurt the most because I really thought you were someone I could confide in. However, all is said and done and I forgive you guys but I am going on with my business." Aniya was still on mute, so I stated my peace and walked off. There is not too much more to say.

It feels good to let it be known that I know the truth. I'm not gone lie it hurts so bad to think that the only friends I had did not care what I was going through and found out I made a mistake and laughed about it and found it the perfect time to dog me. That's just how God works, He doesn't deal with one enemy at a time and knocks em all out with one hit.

School went on today and I'm guessing Aniya spilled the tea with Kalia and Soraya because there was no more smiling in my face the rest of the day; they all avoided me the whole day. I actually preferred it that way because I refuse to deal with two faced girls. Soon as I got home I ran to my mama and kissed her on the cheek; since our talk she has become my best friend and we are always talking and cracking jokes now. When I got home that night I sat at the table with my mama and cracked jokes for two hours straight and after I went upstairs to prepare for bed.

*Phone vibrates*

It's an incoming call from an unsaved number. I wonder who this could be.

"Helloo?"

"What's up FayFay!" Only one person calls me that... You have got to be kidden me, after 3 months now Terek decides to contact me.

"Uh Hi." I said very confused

"What you doing?" He asked

"Minding mines, can I help you with something?" I'm getting mad because Terek calling like everything is cool between us.

"Look FayFay, I know it has been a while since we talked but I have been going through a lot and you were acting different so I just needed some space. But baby I called to apologize for disappearing on you and I hope we can start again." Terek asked pretending to be sincere

What is this man smoking? He disappears for three months and comes back thinking I will invite him back in with open arms.

"Terek you are beyond yourself. You went on for 3 years pretending we were an item while having another girlfriend for 3 years as well. Also congratulations on the baby! I forgive you, not for you but for me. My life has been completely drama free without you so thanks but no thanks. You have a good one and God bless." *CLICK*

Man that felt good!

"I'm back and I'm better!" I sang loudly to myself with a laugh quoting Bryson Tiller's lyrics.

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