The Creek: The City where a Rose bloomed through concrete.

Call us Frenemies

I really appreciated the talk I had with Aniya Saturday night. I talked to Terek as well, and you already know that conversation went completely left. I told him what happened Saturday was a mistake and would not happen again because I plan to continue to wait for marriage. We argued about the topic all night. His argument was that people are age being sexually active was normal and that technically us doing it would not be a sin because he planned on marrying me "one day." I told him that what he was preaching was straight up BS and my decision was final, so if he loved me like he proclaims he would support and wait for me because I am worth it. My final statement ended his argument and I have not heard from him since.

Well the weekend is finally over and it is back to school I go. I refuse to walk around sad so I am going to forgive myself and walk with my head up. I consider my mistake a lesson learned. I stopped by the bathroom before first period, because Mrs. Henkel was not nice and she did not allow bathroom breaks, how stupid is that. While walking in the girls bathroom I overhear Aniya, Soraya, and Kalia talking. I started to storm in loud and goofy like I usually would but what was coming out of Aniya's mouth made me stop in the door way.

"ooo wee I got something to tell y'all about Mrs. Holy." Aniya said tauntingly

I just stood there with my arms folded waiting to hear what exactly Niya had to say behind my back and I wanted to hear what Kalia and Soraya had to say.

"Why she called me Saturday night crying and yall will not believe why ole girl was crying." Aniya chuckled

"Why!?" Soraya and Kalia said at the same time.

"Because she lost her virginity to some dude named Terek. But she was not crying because she lost that but talking about she is afraid of losing her relationship with God because she vowed to stay celibate until marriage. Please tell me who she think she is?" Aniya finished.

Soraya and Kalia bursted out in laughter like they just heard the joke of the century. I'm standing here with my jaw to the ground because I honestly believed I had a group of true friends. Wishful thinking.

Kalia started in on me. "That is why I cannot lowkey stand Fayth, she think she too good to do anything and she also thinks she so smart because she gets better grades than us."

"Right then she always preaching to me about my relationship and she crying over something so stupid." Soraya stated in agreeance with Kalia

"Well, all I know is it is not that serious to cry about the way she was crying." Aniya said nonchalantly

I just walked off and went to first period, in which I was now late for. Now I gotta hear Mrs. Henkel's mouth. I am still stunned and hurt by my own "friends" words. I do not know if I should tell all three of them off or just play it friendly then drop them after graduation. I'll just avoid them for today to fight temptation of going off on them broads.

Avoiding Aniya, Soraya, and Kalia was easy until lunch period. I don't know how I forgot we had the same lunch period, Aniya and I have 5th period together, and Kalia and I have 6th period together. Lunch was very awkward because they say with me and smiled in my face with ease. This really pissed me off, so I just bit my tongue even harder.

"Girl, what's up with you? Why are you so quiet today? You usually full of jokes." Aniya asked pretending to be concerned.

"Nothing, I'm cool." I said dryly

All 3 of the girls looked confused by my dry and cold response. Lunch ended and school went on awkwardly silent between us. Although, I decided to be celibate and be completely different from my peers not once have I ever judged them nor talk down about them because of their decisions. I never flaunted to be holier than thou, I just wanted to be something than people my age because I wanted that for me, I never knew it was crime to want better. Also I never talked to Kalia as if she was a dummy, I actually always helped her with her homework and encouraged her to do better and same thing with Soraya. I am just unsure why is there so much hatred towards me, what did I really do wrong, maybe I am just oblivious to where I messed up with them. All I know is they are not my friends but my frienemies.