The Boy Who Gave Me Hope (Niall Horan Fan-fiction.)

Chapter 12

OK, before I start this chapter I’d like to say a couple things. It’s about self-harm. In no way was I trying to make this story into something to make anyone feel guilty about it (if you’ve ever done It.) because I understand why people do it and in noooooo way did I mean to offend anyone.

 I used to self-harm before my followers helped me through it. All I am trying to say is that you have nothing to hide and I will never judge any of you! If you ever ever ever need advice or help or just someone to talk to you can always contact me on IG my username is @herecomesnarry and just ask for my kik and I’ll gladly give it to you. Or just comment below!

All of you are beautiful in your own way and we all have our own problems. Don’t ever feel like you’re worthless because you’re not. I love you guys xx

Niall’s POV-

Stacey called me and told me to come over so I’m getting ready right now. I don’t actually have to get ready because ya know. I’m already dressed and everything but I have to make sure I smell nice and all that. I walked down stairs and my mom walked through the door.

“Hey! How was your vacation?” She smiled and told me all about it which I patiently listened. “That’s great mom but I have to go, I’ll be across the street if you need anything.” I pecked her cheek and walked to Stacey’s house. Her mom still wasn’t home. I walked in and up the stairs to her room. She had headphones on and she was lying on her bed to involve in the book in her hands to even notice my existence. I quietly and slowly walked to her side and slowly bent down. I moved my mouth closer to her ear but not too close.

“Boo!” She flew up throwing her book in the air at the same time. I rolled on the floor laughing; she just scowled me and removed her headphones sitting back down.

“Not funny!” She said but I could tell she was fighting that beautiful perfect smile of hers. Whoa, I sound like a creep. “Anyways, I have some good and bad news! Which first?” I was hesitant because I didn’t exactly want to hear bad news.

“hmm, Good.” She bit her lip and I could tell she was thinking of how too word her sentences. Something she does often probably because she doesn’t like saying something wrong.

“Well, I have a date tonight!” what?

I thought she liked me too… I thought that kiss- oh what am I talking about. I should have known she didn’t like me. That kiss meant nothing. I mean, for her it didn’t. She was drunk. She didn’t know… right? This wasn’t exactly “good news” for me. But I guess to her it is. I realized she has been waiting for my answer. What am I supposed to say?

“O-oh that’s great. W-with who?” I hope it’s someone weird or boring so she will lose interest. Is it bad I’m saying this about my best friends date? Nah.

“Luke,” The second she said his name I knew I couldn’t let her go. No way in hell was she going. “He asked me today, I thought it’d be nice. He is really cool.” Ok, are we talking about the same Luke? Of course we were, ugh!

“Stacey, are you sure this is a good idea?” She frowned at the words but I don’t think she has actually got to know the kid. I just don’t want her to get hurt. No I just want her to be with me.

“Why wouldn’t it be?” That night she asked me what happened between me and him popped into my mind and I didn’t want to tell her, but If it meant her not going on this date, maybe it’d be good. Ok, here it goes..

“Stacey, I-” I was cut off by her phone ringing. That better not be fucking Luke. She looked at her phone and announced it was her mom and answered. Her mother was just checking up on her and she ended the call after a few minutes. I decided that was a sign I shouldn’t tell her. She looked at me to continue.

“I was just going to ask where are you guys going?” I was definitely going with them. Not with them but like, following them. It’s not even the fact that I have feelings for her, well maybe a little, but Luke is capable of many things and if it was any other girl I honestly would not care. But this is Stacey. The girl I’m falling for a little more every day. And I know Luke knows that.

“I have no idea, he is picking me up at 7,” That means I’ll just follow them. “Are you okay with all this?” I gave her a slight nod and she seemed.. disappointed? But quickly replaced that look with a smile. I need more practice on reading girls.

I said goodbye and told her to call me later when she got home, even though I’d be there. But she didn’t know that. I still can’t comprehend this. Does she like Luke?

I will not let Luke take this and twist it up. I won’t let him. Not this time, not again.

Stacey’s POV-

Well, that went good, I really thought Niall would say something else. I know him and Luke don’t get along. I’m not stupid. I just want to know. But I know Niall won’t tell me. So maybe tonight Luke will? Hopefully. I really hope tonight goes well. I am so anxious yet nervous. I’ve never been on a date. Yeah, I’ve been asked out plenty of times but I know they were only dares or bets. At my old school, I was in the middle of a lot of those things. I was just that girl, that girl who they thought would fall for it easily because I thought for a second someone actually liked me. They were wrong though, I wasn’t that girl. When they asked, I could just tell they were joking, pranking me for embarrassment.

But I wasn’t that girl.

I shook my head free of the thoughts, I didn’t like thinking about my past because it was the worst part of my life.

***

I was finally ready and it was only 6. I had an hour left. I sat down and watched TV for a little but soon realized I couldn’t just sit here, I was way too bored. I got up and decided to just read for a few minutes.

I was fully into the novel in my hand when I heard the doorbell rang. Wow time went by quick. I got up and walked to the door. Before I opened it I checked my breath and outfit one last time.

“Hey!” Luke smiled with flowers in his hand. Awe, what a sweetheart. He handed them to me and I hugged him.

“thank you.” I barely whispered while walking to the kitchen and putting them into the vase of water.

He walked me out the car and we both jumped in buckling our seatbelts. “So.. Where are we going?” I asked looking at the swaying trees outside.

“I thought we’d go to a fancy place, it’s just a couple blocks away, and food is amazing there.” He smiled warmly. I really wonder why Niall doesn’t like him. He is genuinely sweet. I nodded and smiled in response and kept looking through my window.

Half way there I realized through the whole drive a car was behind us the entire time. Was it following us? No... It’s just driving you idiot. Maybe they’re going to the same place. I had an uneasy feeling like we were being followed.

I turned to Luke who had a smile on his face. “What?” I asked making a small smile appear on my face. He turned to look at me for a quick second before diverting his attention back to driving.

“I just can’t believe you agreed to go on a date with me.” It took me by surprise because Luke seems like a boy most girls would say yes. Was he used to people saying No? I mean… if so I knew the feeling. The smile was still on my face because it felt nice having someone actually being happy with my presence. That was really rare in my life.

I turned my attention back to the car behind us and it was still there. It kept its distance though, but still followed closely behind. The feeling of worry grew and I could tell tonight would be a long night.

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OK , this chapter is extra long because ya know .... LIAM'S BIRTHDAY <33333333

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