The Boy Who Gave Me Hope (Niall Horan Fan-fiction.)

Chapter 11

PLEASE READ THE AUTHORS NOTE AT THE END OF THIS CHAPTER.

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Niall’s POV-

I woke up to the alarm clock buzzing. One of the worst sounds in this entire world.

I groaned and had to force myself out of bed. I went straight to my dresser and threw on a pair of jeans with a white t-shirt. I ruffled my hair in the mirror and headed downstairs to eat. My mom already left for work but made me pancakes for breakfast. I really do need to remember to thank her for making me breakfast every morning before she leaves.

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I put my plate in the sink and headed out grabbing my backpack on the way. I cross the street to meet Stacey on her front porch. We’ve had a routine going on lately where I always stop here and walk to school together. Stacey and I have gotten pretty close but I’m not complaining at all. I never would have thought me and her would get close though because we’re polar opposites. She’s shy, I am most definitely not; she’s Athletic and I’m a couch potato, which is really weird because the guy should always be the athletic one. But I find it extremely attractive she plays soccer.

My thoughts were cut short when I heard her front door click shut. She smiled at me and slung her backpack over her shoulder. We walk to school talking about everything that happened at the party and I’m actually kind of confused. Me and Stacey kissed. Neither of us have brought it up and but I really need to talk to her about it. I like Stacey, a lot. The kiss was just a plus because it gives me hope she likes me too. But i-

“Niall? Niall. Is everything okay.” I realized we are standing on the sidewalk and I’m just staring into blank space. “OH, yeah! Everything’s fine. Sorry, just a little worried about the test today.” I lie but she doesn’t seem to pick that up. Once we reach the school we go our separate ways to our lockers and I’m still debating when and if I even should tell Stacey how I feel.

Stacey’s POV-

Niall was acting really weird this morning and I’m wondering if it was indeed because of the kiss. I mean, he was drunk; it could have been a mistake. He probably doesn’t like me and feels guilty for kissing me. My heart aches at the thought but who knows. I over think everything and It always ends up ruining things but not this time. I grab the rest of my books from my locker and slam it closed.

I jump back a few feet and gasp. Luke was standing next to me this whole time and I didn’t even realize. “Hey.” I breathed “hello” he chuckled. Well at least someone was in a good mood. But I don’t think I’m ready to talk to him about what he saw the other day. I heart beat rose quickly just of the thought for him confronting me.

“I uh- I actually wanted to ask you something.” He scratched the back of his neck nervously

crap

“y-yeah?” I stuttered. This is it. This is the moment I get humiliated. Ugh. I feel like I’m going to get sick.  I know I’m probably over exaggerating but, I hate being confronted. Especially about… this. I just can’t help it. My life has sucked, I had nothing else, no help nothing. I just wouldn’t know how to explain it if anyone ever asked…

“so I was thinking, maybe you’d like to, go out sometime? Like a date. Or not!” Phew. That actually lifted a huge weight off my chest but it replaced it with a littler one. Luke just asked me out on a date. What about Niall? He doesn’t like you. Remember. Thank you subconscious for throwing that in there.

Luke is sweet though and quit attractive. But isn’t it wrong to have feelings for someone and go on a date with a different person. Ugh.

fuck it.

“S-sure. I’d love that. When and where?” I smile. I still can’t believe Luke is asking me on a date. I surely thought after…yeah, he’d think of me differently. It happens every time.

“I’ll pick you up at 7 and we’ll get something to eat. Yeah?” I nod and he heads off to his class. I still feel guilty for saying yes, because something tells me Niall won’t like this, but why wouldn’t he? He’s my bestfriend. He should and probably will be happy for me. It’s not like we’re dating or he even likes me. Ugh. I just have to shake this off

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