Love Letters: 7th through 9th Grade

Love Letter 2

Dear Coleman Rowan,

You know that old saying, 'iIf you love something, set it free and if it loves you it will come back' ? Well, I always believed in that. I always thought that you were the one that I was going to have my future life with. I always thought that even though you would flirt with all the other girls, some where in your heart you would realize that I was the one.

I was the stupid girl that just couldn't get over you. I was the stupid girl picturing you rejecting all the other beautiful girls in the world over me. But boy, was I wrong.

You are the one boy in school pretty much every girl has once or still likes you. You're the type of person everyone gets along with. All the girls want you, and only the fake popular ones get a chance. It's never someone who's a nobody, it's always a person who's a somebody.

I was so stupid to think that there was even the slittiest chance you would actually like me. I was so stupid to just text you out of nowhere and ask how you were doing. And I was so a specially stupid to even tell you that I liked you. Oh God was that the worst decision of my life.

The next day of school, the whole freaking school knew! All the guys on the football team picked on me about it, you ignored me, and you defiantly didn't defend me when everyone started talking about how I wouldn't ever get a chance because I was too fat and I was a nobody. I bet you didn't even care. That was the one thing that destroyed me the most, trusting you.

It's probably hard to believe this but, I actually started to cry writing this. Writing about how much I freaking liked this boy, and how he pretty much betrayed me. I stayed awake some nights, trying to push away the bad dreams. Pushing away that thought in the back of my head, 'Just kill yourself. You're never going to be good enough for anyone, so why don't you just do them a favor and be gone!'

You know how depressing that is? Huh? I bet you don't! Because you're mister popular and everyone likes you! You don't know how it feels to get picked on because of your weight or because you like someone or how much your family is screwed up! Don't even try to feed anyone your bull crap! You don't know how it feels to lay down at night and be scared of dyeing alone! Freaking out about the future because no one will find something good to say about you! I almost cut myself because of you! I could have died and knowing you, you wouldn't have cared 2 licks about me!

Yea! I know! You're cute and I don't know if I'm sad because you and someone else are dating! But you know, you could at least try to care. Try to care about the girls hearts you're breaking over the girl that's cheating on you and you don't realize it.

                                      Love, the girl that
                                 has fallen hopelessly,
                                  Kassidy Hutchins💕
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Sorry this isn't very well detailed guys. I just, I had to get that out of my mind and heart. Because, I think at one point. I actually fell in love and look where that got me. Anyway, I don't really care if any of the guys I write about read these because I want them to know how they affect people.
(Picture is from his Instagram)

Love, Kassidy🐢