Love Letter 12

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Dear everyone,

I'm sorry I keep updating and venting to y'all.

But I'm hopelessly holding on too tight when I don't need to.

I just don't know if he seriously loves me. I know you Don't think a freaking 13 year old can be in love but we can.

He just has this thing about him that makes me want more.

But when I talk to other people, they say they've never seen that side of him. The open, loving, caring side that I always see when we talk.

That's a good sign right? Probably not.

I'm pretty sure I'm just gonna end up heart broken and lonely just like everyone in my family.

I cry. Because I don't want to grow up.
I'm scared. Of the future. Of dying. I'm scared. I sit in the middle of class tearing up because I'm scared to grow up. It's a scary, emotional roller coaster that I wish would just end. Like do you ever think about it and start to just break?
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I'm super sorry guys. No one will talk to me right now😞

(Song: Mrs. Potato Head by Melanie Martinez)

Love, Kassidy😰

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