The First Timer-Gerard WayXReader

The Dream I Had To Lie About

*Yesh. Get ready to get a dose of some juicy lemon. Well, a small dose. I won't go to that level yet. Nope, not yet, sorry. 😝 Welp, I hope you Enjoy!*

All of a sudden, I shot my eyes open. I looked at the clock that was next to me, which I didn't notice at first. The numbers were a bit blurry, but I managed to make out at least, 2:00 a.m. I sighed and then tried to close my eyes shut. That was until I felt a hand snake around my waist. I almost screamed, but kept my mouth shut as I noticed that the hand only stayed just above my hips. That still doesn't mean that I was still freaked out. Why would Gerard do this? Is he out of his mind? No, he would never do this! As much as I tried to deny that it was Gerard, it still felt like his touch. The way he will rub my shoulder. Or maybe when he hugged me earlier.

I gathered the courage to turn over and stare at the person face to face. As I did, I lightly gasped. It WAS Gerard! My heart raced, his arm around me tightened, pushing me closer towards him.

"(Y/N)..." He muttered. "Come close to me."

I was frozen. What's wrong with him?! As much as I tried to part away from him, his arm around me will only push me closer to him. So close that I started to feel the heat from his body. I could feel his chest rise up and down, the warmth of his clothes but something did not feel right down below.

"G-Gerard.. p-please, let me go!" I whispered. What now? I can't raise my voice!?

"(Y/N)." He groaned. "Stay fucking still."

Not having any other choice, I stayed still. For a few seconds he held me. I was beginning to drift asleep, but then I felt him shake me awake. I opened my eyes instantly and then noticed his face getting closer to mines. I blushed horribly and then pulled my face away from his.

He clicked his tongue and then slowly ran his hand from my waist, over my sides, then terribly took his time running his hand over my breast then up to my shoulder. He stopped up until he reached the back of my head. I started to pant, but slowly tried to calm down.

"Gerard! What the-"

I was then cut off by Gerard forcibly pushing my head towards his face, my lips landing on his. He kissed me slowly, then violently. I didn't know what to do. I stayed frozen, until I finally gave in. I started to slowly kiss him back, not knowing how, obviously, I was new to this. As much as I tried to keep up, he just sped up more. Damn it, I could feel him smirk. He's teasing me!

I frowned and then started picking up the pace myself. We were then, in a steady and fast pace. As we kissed, Gerard turned me, to where he was on top of me, pinning me down below him. I gasped and then felt his hand go under my shirt. My cheeks flared, the alarms in my head starting to go off. They screamed "THIS IS WRONG!" over and over. As much as the alarms sounded, I didn't push him off. Our kiss that started off slowly was now a tongue wrestling match . His panting were now turning me on, making me hungry for more as he slid his hands up my body. I trembled with his touch, making me moan as he began to reach under my bra.

"Gerard..." I breath in. "T-This isn't right..."

"How? You're not resisting." He then stopped kissing me to show me his devious, toothy smile.

I looked away, giving up once again. When I was about to speak, he started to invade my neck. I jerked up and got tense as he began to massage my breast. I breath in and out slowly, then speeding my breathing up as he began to get close to my sweet spot. I closed my eyes, enjoying the pleasure as my body shook while he played with my other breast.

"G-Gerard..." I moaned.

As he searched for more, I was finally bursting with small moans. I held onto the bed sheets, stretching my neck as he claimed me. After seconds of nibbling my neck, he began to tuck on my shirt. I looked up at him with a confused expression.