My southern county boy

Chapter 10

Calvin's POV:
Did I just do that? I gazed down at the knuckles of my hand tingling from the impact it just had, on Blake's right cheek. Blake's arm was removed from Aria's waist and brought up to his face.
Good at least he wasn't touching my sister anymore.
But that relief ended quickly when he dropped his hand back and grabbed Aria's hand. Then I lost it. I ran at Blake seeing nothing but red. My fists went flying and I hit Blake straight in the face over and over not giving him a chance to fight back. Why was I doing this? Blake was like a brother to me! I knew it was coming sooner or later a guy and a girl can't act Like that around each other and just remain friends. I continued hitting and kicking these thoughts going through my mind while Jason was trying to pull me off. Aria was screaming telling me to stop but I ignored it.
My heart stopped. What had I done. I looked at my fists bloody. But that's not what stopped me it was the blood curdling scream. Aria's scream. I looked up and saw her face blood streaming below her hand which was coving her nose. I had hit Aria.

I stood up running up the stairs not looking back shoving past Sage and Daisy both with tears in their eyes. Yet
I was still the one bawling not them. I ran out of the house kick starting the dirt bike and going full speed down the road everything blurred from the tears in my eyes. I had hit my sister she was the one thing I was trying to protect and I hurt her. I couldn't see her get her heart broken if Blake and her broke up. Not only would she lose who she loved and I'm sure she loved him it was clear in her eyes for as long as I can remember. I didn't want her to lose that spark in her eyes. She's my baby sister what had she even done with Blake? She's only 16 I had made the mistake of losing everything to a girl at 16 it broke me for a long time I couldn't let that happen to her. By this point the dirt bike was pushing its limits speeding down the road. I didn't care about my safety anymore. I was a useless piece of shit for all Aria probably thought of me I hit her. I hit one of the only important girls in my life. My life meant nothing to me anymore I never thought I would hurt some one like that. I am a monster.

I was going at least 50 MPH and I could see or think straight. The bike began swerving I knew I was loosing control. I hoped the impact would kill me I wanted the pain to go away.

The bike threw me to the left but I stayed on and it spun me out across the dirt. Crap it didn't kill me. I've never been so disappointed that I didn't die. I stood up feeling the pain of the wreck but nothing extreme. I limped over to the bike it had been the one to die. There was no way in hell I would be able to get it to run.
I felt like I was going to be sick and walked over to the barb wire fence surrounding the field to my right and my body discharged everything I had eaten in the past week it seemed like. I was a mess what would my families think of me. Would they even consider me family I had probably done enough to be disowned. I walked down the side of the road leaving my messes behind me. I would have kept going walking away from all my problems but I heard something. I sounded like a whimper but many whimpers at once. I followed the sound into a ditch on the side of the road. I looked over and what I saw took my breath away.

*It's been a while since I've updated but here's a bit of a twist into the story. Calvin and the other siblings haven't been included much so I dedicate this whole chapter to him and thoughts he has and what they lead him to do. What do y'all think he found at the side of the road will it be somethings to change his mind and make him go home and get help or will it make no difference at all?

Also I would appreciate more readers and such so spread word of this story💕*