Lost Love In Tokyo Part 1

chapter 5: steamy life❤

Today is kinda a good day.
People keep looking at me at school. I wish I was invisible to myself,to God ,to xander. I'm at my locker and my phone gets a text message:
"I do really like you but I wish that you would give me a chance to be with you. From,xander."

This is all my fault! How could I let him just slip away like that... I feel so weird. I see him at his locker and I get nervous. "Xander, I need to apologize." I said. "It's alright I understand what you're going through right now..." He explains. What am I going through? "Xander, will you go to prom with me?" I don't know what I just did but all of a sudden he kissed me. For some reason me and Xander go through some feelings we can't control, but I'm glad he didn't control this one because I can't control it either. "I knew you loved me!" He says. "Just shut up and kiss me!" I say. Today just got a little better. ❤

4 hours later ❤
Me and Xander get ready for prom and I feel  a million times better than before. He's dressed up in his Armani suit and I'm in my silver sparkled dress. "You look amazing!" We both say at the same time. I feel as if tonight can't get any better than this. "I have a surprise for you.." Xander says. "What is it?" I ask. He leads me to his room and shuts the door. I wonder what the "surprise" is? He comes in the room with his tie loosened and tells me to,"take my tie off..."
I must be really hot because I feel like a mop. He kisses my neck slowly. I take his tie off and he unzips my dress to where there is nothing but my bra and underwear. I take his shirt off and he throws my legs around his waist. His kisses are so tempting. I feel weak because the more his hands are on me ,the more I want to kiss him. Then his shirt is off. I never imagined him with abs but I don't have to because he has a 6-pack. He kisses me so well. We turn the lights off. For the the first time in my life, I feel alive...... He's inside me. And I can't do nothing but moan... I like it....I can't fight it...I need him. "Do you want me?" He says "always," I answer.

The next day:
"Wake up sleepy head we missed school!" Xander yells..
I remember so much last night. He is the greatest guy ever! And to be honest, he had a nice ass too...
I'm on my down stairs and my phone rings...great.
It's an unknown number. Maybe it's Xander trying to play me.

"Hello?"
"I missed you a lot over the past few months.."
"Who is this?"
"It's Lucas...Lucas Williams"
"How did you get my number?"
"I don't understand why you are with him instead of me."
"Maybe because you're unfaithful! And a loser!"
"Think about us,I know you miss us...it"
"What's it?"
"You know.....the sex.....the crazy nights In bed with you."
"I'm with someone else so please don't call me ever again!"
"What if we just talk okay?"
"Fine....where at?"
"Sunyung café"
"Okay well bye"
"Bye."

I can't believe I did that! What about me and Xander? Well I'm sure our relationship isn't broken and that it will never be broken.... Right?
"Who was that?" Xander asked. I nod and said it was my friend Lizzie. I cannot believe how quickly I lied like that to him. This is so evil! But Lucas is right.. He used to give me gifts until I broke it off with him because he can't keep those lips to himself. But I have to get Lucas off my mind! So I go down stairs but Xander's phone is ringing.. "Want me to answer your phone babe?" I yell. "Yea!"
I answer the phone and this girls voice comes on here saying:" look at your texts..." So I do and this bitch's naked body is on his phone....along with other photos.
I can't believe this..is he cheating on me?

Are we broken?
Did he love me?
Do I love Lucas and Xander?

Well I guess I'll figure this out later.