Friends after all - Dean Winchester x Reader

Chapter 3

You longed to that day more than you thought you ever would. You wanted to laugh at the irony. Back then when it had all happened you never thought you'd come to this, wishing for you relive that night, while Dean would be away and you would feel the worst of all feelings crawling up your chest and slowly eating your heart. Jealousy.

Who would have ever thought that after all this time you'd come to this. You wanted to both laugh and cry at the thought of it. The idea of you going insane had crossed your mind but then again that's how being in love was, wasn't it? All of your feelings would be hightened and at the same time mixed up. You'd be unable to tell one from the other apart as you'd be unable to control yourself in front of him.

You let out a sigh as you thought back to that time, a small smile on your lips as it was your first meeting with Dean. You still remembered it with every little detail. Maybe because that night you had been proved wrong as you had first locked eyes with his green orbs. You had been proved wrong to the fact that love at first sight did not exist. Love at first sight did exist. At least for you that night. Alright, you could not tell from that very first day- or more specifically night, let's not forget, that you were in love with Dean but you were sure ever since then, that you had felt that weird beating of your heart that somewhat signaled that he was special to you. And now that you actually thought back to that night, after having had your heart beat weirdly so many times in his presence after that, Dean was not like any other man.

-Flashback-

You cursed under your breath when you struggle to get the car moving. It seemed to be slowing down all the more until you realized you had actually stopped moving. You would have gone outside to check on it but the rain that just seemed to not have an end prevented you from doing so. When the weather forecast had said that there was a storm coming up you had not thought that they actually meant this. It was raining cats and dogs and you doubted you'd be able to go outside your car and not have a good cold or the next few days; while in the meantime you doubted you'd be able to do much.

Something seemed to be wrong with the battery of the car as it made a weird noise and then a small bump before completely shutting off. You tried to turn it on several times but no luck. You huffed loudly as you slammed your hands on the steering well. You tried to look outside the window but despite how hard you tried the pitch black of the night along with the purring rain prevented you from having a clear view of your surroundings.

You tried once again to get the car started by turning the keys but in vain. You slammed your head on the back of your seat and groaned slightly. You looked out of the window to your left and squinted your eyes more, almost pressing your face to the window, as you noticed a small sign of light in the far distance. The constant raining was not helping you in seeing clearly but you still were able to notice it. You bit your lip as you contemplated on getting out and walking towards, you supposed, the house or staying inside your car. Sure there was the option of staying inside and waiting till the rain was over which should be probably the following morning but seeing as the battery was not working you were probably going to freeze to death. The temperature had dropped dangerously and staying here just did not help the situation either.

Sucking in a deep breath and taking the keys off the ignition you threw them inside your bag mustering all the courage you had you opened the car's door. You hesitated for a while as you watched the rain pour non-stop but you knew you had to go. You took in a deep breath and took a big step out of your car and into the rain that in just a mere of seconds had you drenched to the bone. The droplets felt like needles piercing through your skin as they made contact with it. They were so cold that you felt yourself shaking as goosebumps created all over your skin. You hair was completely wet as well, sticking to your face and you cursed under your breath for not having listened to your mother telling you to get a hoodie or even a jacket with you just in case.