(DON'T DO ANY OF THE EVENTS THAT HAPPEN IN THIS CHAPTER!)
(Warning: mentions of suicide)
[_Lucy's POV_]
<~Flashback To One Year Ago~>
My life was a blur the only thing clear to me was my mother's death and right now. Everyone knew my mother was dead I live in America the information gets around fast when your father owns one of the biggest Real Estate companies in the country. School only got harder from then. The bullies increased and I was avoided because everyone probably thought that I thought I was better than them because my father is famous. But the opposite was true. My father is dead to me. He hasn't said a single word to me for seven years. I have given up on having any family. My father didn't count anymore.
Most nights I cry myself to sleep. The only people that seemed to care about me were the servants that helped around the house. I would lock myself in my bedroom for days at a time and refuse to go to school.
Until one day. My father wanted to talk to me. Why? Why would that bastard want to talk to me now? I struggled to escape but the guards dragged me to my father's study. A dark shadow sat in the seat before me. The dark shadow of a soul was my father...
My father told me in a deep, dark voice, "I'm moving you to Japan. Pack your things you are leaving tomorrow. You are dismissed."
After seven years of silence the final words I heard was that. Those fifteen words were the last words I had heard my father speak. A month after arrived in Japan I heard that my father had died. The reason was unknown. I had no tears to be shed. He didn't deserve my tears.
I moved to a new school. Fairy Tail Academy. I was quiet. Everything was gray. Nothing changed. I was avoided. I realized I had nothing to live for anymore. In the middle of the day I skipped classes and climbed to the roof. I stood on the ledge and stared out over Magnolia. I took a deep breath, closed my eyes, and started to move my foot forward.
"I wouldn't do that if I were you." I heard a boy's voice say.
I stopped, startled, and turned around. I got really angry then. Who was he to say this.
"What do you know about me!? You know nothing about what I had to go through! I watched my mother die right in front of me! My bastard father sent me to Japan and then died! I'm doing this and you can't stop me!" I said screaming through wrenching sobs.
"Your name is Lucy."
I stare at him, I look away.
I have to do this.
I take a step back off the edge. I close my eyes and get ready for impact. It never came... I opened my eyes. I was hanging with the ground far below my feet.
"Let me go." I say never looking at him.
"No."
"Can't you see... I don't want to live anymore." I whisper so quietly I doubted he could hear me.
Don't let go. A tiny voice in the back of my head whispered.
"No." He started to pull me back up. I tugged my arm but his grip on my wrist never faltered.
He pulled me back over onto the roof and fell onto his back. I started to cry. I sobbed and he came over and put his arm around me.
"NO. Why?! Why would you make me stay?!" I sobbed.
He was silent.
"WHY?!" I screamed.
Again the answer was silence. I started to get back up but he pulled me back down.
"Let's make a deal... I will give you something to live for,"
Tears streamed down my face making every second a blurry mess.
"A... Friend..." He said as he touched my cheek.
I lightly slapped his hand away.
"How about... A rival..."
Everything else was a blur. After that day the world started to take on color. Was it the fact that I now had something to live for? I went home the rest of the day after what had happened and thought about everything. I thought about trying again but whenever I did a picture of the pink haired boy appeared in my mind.
You made me stay.
Again.
You made me stay.
Again.
You made me stay...
Again.
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I snapped up. I was in my bed at my apartment. Was it all just a terrible dream. Did Sting really break up with me? How did I get to my apartment?
Natsu...
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Yo. I probably tore your heart to shreds but it had to be done. I'm sorry(not sorry). Natsu is next! Look for it tomorrow!
Your fellow fangirl,
Gail
