Can't Be Friends

Christmas Party

Jasmine's P.O.V

Its now 5:30 pm and Chres and I are getting ready for the christmas party he just hopped out the shower with the towel around his waist showing his v-line and water still glistening down his chest. These thoughts kept running through my head saying only if I was pregnant but then another thought was still saying I could be hiv positive. I was wearing a white obey sweatshirt you could still see my pudge, some black leggings and my black docs and my hair in a bun.

Chres: you see something you like

jasmine: yes I do

chres: *laughs and stands in front of me* I see something I like too beautiful

jasmine: *blushes*

chres: If only you weren't pregnant

jasmine: yea I know

He dried himself off and put on a red polo t-shirt some blue jeans and some red and black 13 jordans.

We got into the car and chres played his j. cole cd and rich niggaz started to play.

Chres: last night what was your nightmare about

jasmine: nothing

chres: it had to be something

jasmine: I was having the baby and you died cuz of hiv and after I had her I died and she died a week later then 9 years later you and the baby but she was 9 yall showed me flashbacks of what life would be if we didn't have hiv.

chres: we don't have hiv

jasmine: you don't know

chres: I do know I used condoms

jasmine: chres condoms aren't 100% protective as you see *points to her stomach*

chres: can we just not focus on the subject

jasmine: fine

He turns up the radio and we ride in silence on our way to Rayan and Ashli's house. As we get there the house is filled with their friends from college that I do not know and Rayan's 14 year old sister and his 6 year old brother they both live with his dad. I saw jacob sitting on the couch. Chres started talking to rayan I walked over and sat by Jacob

jasmine: hey

jacob: *looks down* hi

jasmine: why you not talking to nobody

jacob: cuz nobody likes me. I'm surprised you're talking to me

jasmine: why you say that

jacob: I broke niyas heart chres doesn't even wanna look at me without tryna punch me and you and the baby might have hiv.

jasmine: that last part isn't truly your fault

jacob: still

jasmine: jacob rayan, ashli, kyaira, craig, and I still talk to you

jacob: *shrugs*

jasmine: It's christmas cheer up champ

jacob: um I'll be back

I saw chres walk over to us and Jacob walks away real fast

chres: *sits next to me* why are you talking to him

jasmine: *shakes head and walks towards Ashli*

More People start to walk in Craig and Kyaira then Niya walks in. I walk over to her.

Niya: hey

Jasmine: you cool

Niya: not really