Love is war ~ styles

Chapter 9

Kates POV

The past two weeks had been exactly the same: get up, cry, Liam leaves for one direction stuff, phone calls from Niall, watch films whilst I cry, fall asleep before Liam comes home, repeat.

I decided to actually do something today. My feet brushed down the stairs, making no sound.

"Liam!" I yelled at the bottom of the stairs. I waited for him to get out of bed.

"What?" He approached the too of the stairs, rubbing his eyes.

"I'm leaving" I smiled and walked for the door.

I heard a silenced "are you kidding me?" Followed by footsteps.

I grabbed my keys, rechecked my purse and left for my car. As I pulled out of the driveway, I recognized a black large range rover. Niall. I quickly put my car in reverse, my fingers nervously tapping on the wheel.

"Shit" I whisper to myself. Without making any contact at all, I sped down the road, seeing Niall not even turning around to see me. Almost like he didn't care.

I turned up the radio after I was clear.

"Alright this is a new song by the worlds biggest boy band-" I switched faster than I could, my fingers stumbling. Even if I'm no where near them they're still there somehow.

I parked my car in the driveway of the 5SOS house. I had no clue why I had showed up there, I just really needed somewhere to go.

"Hello-" a voice answered the door causing me to turn around. "Fuck. Uhm Kate?" Ashton answers. He closes the door behind, making sure no one saw.

"What's wrong?" I laughed in confusion.

"We might have a problem. Niall's here" he took his time to finish his words.

My heart sank. I had a feeling in my stomach that felt like it was dragging me down. I rubbed my hand against the side of my head. Hoping he couldn't hear I replied shortly after. "Oh, um. I'm sorry. I should have called or something" I panicked, speaking to Ashton my fears of what could happened. I stop my voice sturdily. "You know what it's fine" my breath slowed down. "It's ok" I smiled off.

"We'll, come on in I guess" he widened the door, seeing perfect view of the boys on the couch.

I walked in with such confidence. The stares were unbearable. Me leaving their mouths agape, especially Nialls.

"Hi, I hope you don't mind me stopping by?" I offered my first word. Calum motioning for me to sit down beside him, sliding down his seat.

"No it's fine" Michael smiled, but confusion was left on his unsure smile.

"Hi Niall" I spoke, followed by a loud awkward cough.

"Hey Kate" his words were so annoyed, not even being able to make eye contact with me.

Since I sat down there were no words being said, except coughs and plain stupid questions. The room was filled with incompetent stares and the sound of keyboards clicks.

I made the right choice to do something, but the wrong choice to come here.