In love with Chris Collins

Chapter 55

Song for chapter: All I Wanna Say by Lontalius

Hey ppls I'm back with this update for you but really I do recommend you listen to this song it's great for late night drives to wherever or just wanderlust drives in general it's just amazeballs I know who says that anymore but yah I hope you guys enjoy

I laid in my bed with Chris laying next to me with his arm around my waist. I think it was safe to say I was depressed. I could tell Chris was too but he didn't want to say I knew he was. "Taylor?" He asked in a soft tone I sniffled before responding "Yes Chris" I said

"Be honest with me, did you want this baby I mean like did you feel like we were ready?" He asked I sighed

"Yes, no I don't know I just didn't want to loose it, think about it how cool would it have been to have another one of us running across the floor, hearing a laugh that was quiet but contagious, the patting of tiny feet running across the hardwood floor, I mean I know we definitely weren't ready for that but I definitely would have loved that wouldn't you" I said thinking about it he chuckled and kissed the top of my head

"I know baby I know" he said as we just laid there I loved the feeling of being in his arms

"I guess we have to tell everyone now?"I asked he shook his head

"Let's not do it tonight let's go do something to get us out of our slump what about recreating our first real date or just hanging out on the beach, maybe go grab a bite to eat and take a drive and talk or not talk" he said I completely got reminded of why I love him again I nodded as I got out of bed hopping in the shower, I washed my body then got out going to my closet. I walked in grabbing some underwear from Victoria Secret then I grabbed my white halter top with some light washed high waisted jeans then I grabbed my black and white button down baseball jersey and then I grabbed my black and white snap back then I put everything on as Chris got in the shower. I then grabbed some rings and a bracelet and slipped that on and then I went in the bathroom and started putting on some natural makeup but this time I went a bit extra on the highlighter because it's my favorite makeup product by far he got out of the shower and wrapped a towel around his torso pecking my neck and then walking into the closet I grabbed my phone and some money and that's it I was traveling light this time because I needed to do everything I could to lift the weight off of me that includes physical weight he came out with his white t-shirt with his white and black baseball jersey some light khakis and his white and black baseball hat with his white Nikes on he grabbed his phone and a credit card he came over grabbing my hand

"Ready?" He asked I nodded and we left the house we stopped at Chipotle to grab a quick bite to eat and then we started on the road as we were driving we got farther and farther away from California I smiled as Chris reached over to grab my hand with the other hand on the wheel he looked over at me and smiled then looked back at the front while pulling my hand up to his mouth and kissing my hand

"I love you princess" he said as he held my hand I took out my phone and started taking pictures of our hands and him on snapchat and instagram we then stopped driving and parked at this sign that said 'you are now leaving California' I looked to the left and saw this cliff there were trees behind us at this point it was 1:00 in the morning I got out of the car and walked over to the cliff sitting down on top of it Chris came and joined me sitting next to me grabbing my hand

"Beautiful isn't it?" Chris asked in nodded nestling up to him

"I used to come down here before I moved and I used to just watch the city look at the lights and just appreciate the little things that I had in life" he said I looked up at him through my eyelashes

"What are the little things that you appreciate?" I asked him he chuckled

"Well I appreciate how when we're in the car together you grab my hand or I grab yours, I appreciate that I get to wake up to you every morning, I appreciate that I get to show you stuff that I never showed anyone else but most of all I appreciate that your in my life I love you princess and I want you to know that and when you feel pain I feel it too and I will never leave you no matter what the problem is and I know we're not ready for marriage yet but babe I'm positively sure that you are the one I want to spend the rest of my life with because I can't leave you I love you too much" tears started falling down my face as I leaned in and kissed him passionately I started running my fingers through his hair we detached our lips for a minute just to get up he then kissed me again pushing me against the car then opening up the door for me to slide in and him to slide in after me we then quickly closed the door we pulled away to get some air and I noticed his eyes were dark and filled with lust which turned me on more then we reattached as he started taking off my button down jersey while detaching to kiss my neck I let out a soft moan as he did that he then took off my shorts along with my underwear it got hot fast so I laid over the arm rest and turned on the air Chris took that as an opportunity to get down on his knees and line his mouth up with my sex and slowly lick my clip I shuddered he then started to lick my clip faster

"Fuck, Chris" I smiled as he put 2 fingers inside of me pumping in and out while curling his fingers inside of me I moaned louder as he went faster he then moaned which sent vibrations through my pussy I ran my fingers through his hair while he placed my legs on his shoulders he looked up at me as my back involuntarily arched

"Yes, fuck" I said as I felt myself Cumming he licked me up as I shook he then sat up as I came up to kiss him as I took off his pants and shirt and he took off my halter top he sat on the seat as I positioned myself on top of him I then slid down on his cock he let out a grunt which turned me on even more I slid up and down on him he then started to thrust into me which made everything better he then attached his lips to my neck I tilted my head to the side so he could gain better access I smiled and started breathing heavier as I ran my hands through his hair I could tell he was getting closer because his thrust started getting sloppier and he started twitching inside of me he sent out a slow moan as I felt his juices flow inside of me and his moan was enough to send me over the edge I moaned loudly as I came we rode out our highs then he pulled out plopping down next to me he kissed me "I love you" he breathed out I smiled breathing heavily as well "I love you too baby" I smiled as we both fell asleep with his arms around me

I hope you guys liked this it's currently 3:56am but I knew this chapter is long overdue I had to post it so I gave you guys a sweet and dirty chapter I'm excited for you guys to see this it's literally been forever AHHH okay bye