In love with Chris Collins

Chapter 43

SONG FOR CHAPTER: SHIPS IN THE NIGHT BY MAT KEARNEY 

I got out of Chris' grip and went to the bathroom. I brushed my teeth and got in the shower shaving everything and getting out. I wrapped a towel around me as I grabbed some underwear and a bra, then I grabbed a pink crop top with some black tights then i tied a green army jacket around my waist. Then i grabbed my black over the shoulder purse and put it on my arm while slipping on my short brown boots. I grabbed my makeup bag and did a wing eyeliner and mascara and put on my pinky, coraly, natural lip stick, then I grabbed my straightner and since my hair was naturaly curly I straightened my hair then I sprayed some dry shampoo in my hair to give it body and texture. 

"goodmorning beautiful" Chris said in his morning voice 

" goodmorning sleep well?" I asked smiling at him 

"uh yeah" he said 

" are you sure cause you sure don't sound sure"  I asked sitting next to him 

"yeah its just I kept thinking about yesterday" he said 

"Chris i'm fine don't think about it okay" I said moving his hair out of his face, honestly I was worried last night too and I didn't get any sleep at all I just kept thinking about if it was just someone to come and steal from us or was it someone who wanted to kidnap me or even worse Chris 

"I can't not think about it I keep thinking that they were coming to kidnap me or even worse you" he said laying back down. I bit my lip 

"how about we take your mind off of it" I said grabbing his hand

"we can go anywhere you want to go anyplace at all with anyone at all" I said 

"well weren't you about to go somewhere" he asked 

"I was just about to go to the mall but I think I love you more than the mall, maybe" I said with a smile 

he chuckled

"are you sure?" he asked I nodded and left the room and went into the guess room when I got a call from an unknown number

"hello" I said getting scared

"Taylor hey its me Justin" he said

"oh hey"  I said

"why haven't you been coming to rehersals do you still want to dance for me?" he asked

"um Justin I don't know the answer to that question yet I mean there is alot going on right now so i'd have to get back to you with that okay when is the concert and i'll decide before that time okay" I said 

"uh yeah the concert is in a month and look Taylor I know you have alot on your plate right now but I would really like you to be my dancer I need you to be look the truth is I really really like you I never stopped its just that I saw that you still loved Chris and I wanted you to be happy and dancing with you is really the only way that i can see you alot" I said 

"woah where did that come from you broke up with me" I said sitting on the bed playing with my fingers

"yeah but you were about to do it to me" he said 

I said nothing because it was true 

"just please think about it okay" he said 

"will do" I said and hung up the phone and went back in my room I was so freaked out I mean I was flattered but very freaked out because if I continued on it'll be weird and then i'd have to tell Chris and stuff would happen and it would just be chaotic, but if i don't then I get to keep chris but i'll have to quit my dreams maybe I wont do it I can always be an actress, or a photographer, or something else I guess I just I don't know what to do. Maybe I should call Zendaya or something I need to know what she thinks  actually I think that we should talk to each other face to face, I can't risk Chris overhearing this conversation.