room 93 ; lrh

strange love

i got to know her more.
she would ring me when she was bored or lonely and i would go spend my nights in room 93.
she never opened up to me.
i asked her why.
she told me everyone thought her insane.
i held her and told her she was my beautiful secret but i didn't want to keep it.
she told me if i didn't, the ending would be the same as before.
that she couldn't say she loved someone for fear of people asking her "how's luke? how did his hands feel in your hair? have you quit chain smoking yet?"
the same questions she always got, she said.
i didn't like seeing my Roman upset and hurt.
so i kept my secret.
i don't know what we had, but it was a strange love.
but it was love nonetheless.