The Rockstar and Me

Chapter 27

Before I met with Killian, I called Courtney and she told me to stop by at her place which was an awesome idea since I wanted both to talk to her and stay away from Cam. It start to get really weird being around him. All day long I catch myself starring at him and he....He was watching me and I turned my gaze away. I had no idea how he felt about last night and I didn't knew how I felt either. I kind of knew actually.

I was surprised he did stayed with me all night and I wanted him to stay with me all night. And when he had his arms around me....I felt like I was on cloud 9. I felt so safe and at the same time so revieled that I could hear his heart beating again. And this morning...God this morning.

He kissed me and he was hovering above me and my stomach had turned upside down all the while and my heart was just slamming on my chest. It was obvious he wanted to do me and if my brother hadn't knocked I have no idea how far things would have go.

I mean at that very moment I wanted him and I wanted this but I also knew it was the only thing he wanted. Because that's what he liked to do. Fuck girls and then dump them because he was a player. It was the reason why, Blake didn't want me to fall for him. It was the reason why I had no idea how I felt. If I let my guard down completely he would break my heart. I was sure of it. And I didn't want to be heart broken.

''Hey there'' Courtney greeted me as she opened the door

''Hey'' I said and she let me in. Her parents weren't home and we settled down on her couch.

''So you're going out with Killian?'' She asked, letting her arm rest in the arm of the couch

''Not out. Well....We'll go for coffee and then his place'' She blinked in surprise at first and then wiggled her eyebrows at me.

''His place hm?'' She mused and I smach her arm. She drew it back and rubbed it with her other hand

''Ouch!'' She said and I chuckled

''Killian's a gentleman and very sweet okay? Besides I'm not ready for it and he'll understand if something is about to happen'' I explained simply. Courtney rolled her eyes at me as if she was annoyed

''Dude, going in your boyfriend's place means sex'' She clearfied

''Not always. And Killian wont push me if I don't want to'' I disagreed with her. I loved this girl I seriously did, but sometimes she was such a slut.

''Anyway i...It's not what I wanted to talk to you about'' I said

''Oh did Blake told you about tomorrow?'' She asked out of the blue and she must have seen something in my reaction because she smiled

''Yeah. Why did you told him I was the one who suppose to distrac Cam?''

''Because a) I knew you wanted too, b) I know you have it bad for him and c) It's about to focus on him and leave Killian'' Jeez that girl. And I haven't even told her what happened last night between me and Cam

''Whatever. So last night....I had a bad dream and Cam burst in...''

Once I finished telling her everything her eyes were wide and she looked at me like a fish. She was also speechless which, believed me was so fucking rare.

''You...slept..together? And had a morning''hot''make''out''session?'' She questioned and I nodded

''Hint word, hot. He knows what he's doing and if Blake hadn't knocked the door...I have no idea how far things would have go'' Her eyes widened at my statement

''You....God you've got it bad for him'' I felt my cheeks burning

''You said that again''

''I know but...Wow...Okay listen. He wants you Vick, really wants you'' She told me after taking a breath. I sighed and looked at her.