Yours Truly, •Harry Styles• *paused*

Chapter 3- Its Okay

Chapter 3:

It's Okay

-Harry-

As I finished reading the 2nd letter I noticed my hands trembling. I couldn't make them stop as for the emotion was way to much.

It had been a week since I read the first one, but I got the courage to read the second one. The curiousity and longing got the best of me, as I looked at the neatly stacked letters on my desk.

This past week had been one of the worst. I'm supposed to be working, I've been getting calls from my pals and management, but right now I just can't.

I haven't even left the house.

My mum's the only one who comes to the house to check on me since she has a key, but I don't talk to her. She will try to start a conversation, but I will never end it.

The pain in my chests makes me blind and I feel like I don't need to see the world. The world without Anna. Because I don't want to face reality. Because somewhere in my heart I still have that thought, that maybe, just maybe, all of this is a scam. It's just a nightmare; a fragment of my imagination. And that the love of my life is still here. Still here with me. Alive and breathing.

I feel her sometimes, whether it's real it not. I might even be hallucinating, but every once in a while I see her beside me, glowing, smiling at me as if nothing were wrong. Carefree.

And in that second I feel almost happy. But then she's gone in a wisp of wind as I reach to touch her cheek. But all my hand touches is air. Cold, empty air.

A shaky, breath escapes my parted lips as I feel the waterworks making there way to my eyes.

I try my best to stop the tears while setting the letter down on the bed side table. I reach down near my ankles and pull the bed cover over my body once more.

They develop me in some sort of darkness when pulled over my head. It creates some sort of comfort, but nothing near helping me with the helplessness I felt.

I felt exhausted for a moment, the emotions tiring me physically and mentally.

I lay there motionless drowning in my own sorrow as I see her. Laying down beside me, giving me one of those famous smiles. Staring intently at me.

But as she looks closer at me she frowns.

"It's okay, Harry." She says softly. I reach for her, my heart thumping loudly against my chest, but as my hand brushes her face, she dissolves, disappears into thin air and I'm left alone once more.

It's okay

As I feel even more depressed I quickly decipher the message the imaginary Anna said.

No it's not okay. Nothing will be okay without her around. Ever

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A/N

Updateeeee!! I know it's probably short, but in trying my best to update!! Sorry I've been quite busy with school, sports, and other stuff. I'm sorry!

Ill try to update as often as I can, even if I have to stay up late. You guys are lucky, cause I like my 8 hours of sleep, which I don't get sometimes... Lol.

Anyways...poor Harry :(

It will get happier later on... A bit.

Lol.

I'm funny.

No I'm not.

Well yeah a bit.

Ehh Whatevs xD

You guys probably think I'm crazy.

Lol, thanks for reading!! Means a lot! Luff you guys!!! :)

-Sarah