Just a warning some of the chapters are written as the characters entries in there private journals so you can getting a closer look into who they are and their lives.
Victoria
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Dear Diary,
Each day is slowly becoming like the next. I wake up, go on a run, work, practice (which includes working out), then sleep. I’m starting to collect all the napkins or scrap paper I write on though so I can finish whatever poem or story I started. Just the other day I put two different ones together and came up with the perfect poem, and sad to say that’s the most exciting thing to happen to me so far this summer.
Life’s really gotten boring ever since Ashton broke up with me and he seriously did it in the worst way ever! I mean come on who breaks up with someone on their three year anniversary, in front of everyone, and mentions that he’s been cheating on you for the past 9 months with your best friend! He’s just become another excuse for me to get out of this small town and go to college faster. But no, college administration and my parents won’t let me move in until August 10 which just so happens to be in another month.
Well time for bed, my dark escape from the light of day tainted by the blackness of evil.
Veronica Davis
Dear Diary,
It’s been a few days but like I said last time it was the same routine each day.
Today was different though. I was trying to find a publishing company or website in hopes that I could get some of my short stories and poems known and I came across this website called ShareIt! where people can create accounts and share their works. From what I’ve explored so far there are contests that get you recognized and some stories have or will be getting published! I think I’m going to start an account tomorrow and out a few of my works on and see what happens from there.
Well here goes nothing, let’s just hope people actually like my stuff. Night!
Veronica Davis
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Journal,
Ah, another night out with the guys though personally this couldn’t be more boring to me. Everyone here around me is the same. Each one is amazing at something, like the chick that keeps trying to hit on my right now, she’s actually a genius in science but being the head cheerleader at our school she thinks that she has to party all the time and asleep with every football player at the school. Or my friend Jackson, he’s a greater quarter back and knows how to handle his finances and run a business but that’s not what’s important to him, a “good” high school reputation is. Though personally I don’t see the good in having a reputation of being the schools biggest player and partier. I mean come on every Wednesday, Friday, and Saturday this dude is either throwing a huge party at his house or going to a party and he’ always drinking not to mention he’s slept with just about every girl in our grade, juniors, and there’s a rumor that he was able to get with some college chicks.
Though I can’t talk. Yeah I sleep with girls (of course I tell them nothing will come out of it), I’ve gotten drunk a few times, and (saddest thing of all) I’m hiding behind a jock reputation. I’m sure if I showed anyone what I’m really like they would shun me or laugh and say I needed serious help…
Okay this party is seriously starting to get boring, I’m going to grab a beer and flirt with some girls. Got to have fun with the short life we are given.
Jemar Smith
P.S. This is not my excuse for Y.O.L.O
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Dear Diary,
I did it! Today I created my account and I know I said I was only going to put just a few things on it but I couldn’t decide which ones so I just uploaded all of it. Twenty poems and five short stories. Of course I’m not going to expect a ton of people to start reading and liking them right now, things like this take time, but I do hope people like them. For now I’ve been reading other people’s works trying to get into this plus it provides me with stories to read when I’ve read all my books.
As for what’s going on in my life well…it’s getting really bad. Mom thinks dad is having an affair with a co-worker so she left last night and came back looking horrible, think of drunk mixed with sex and that describes her when she walked through the door. Now both of them are arguing about what the other did. I think I might sleep in the spare room tonight, it’s the only room that comes close to being sound proof so I might be able to sleep…unless they start throwing things and fighting then I will be up for a long time. You know it’s my parents, and Ashtons, fault that I gave up on “love”. I used to want to meet the right guy and be happy with him, but reality slapped me in the face and made me realize that you have to make your own happiness and care for yourself in life, no one else can do it and not hurt you.
Well time for me to switch rooms, I think I just heard a plate crash.
Veronica Davis
a.k.a DarkAngelWings that’s my ShareIt! account name.
Dear Diary,
Happy 18th Birthday to me! So since I can’t take it being in this town, much less my house, I’m leaving today. I only have a little more than two weeks to move into college so I’m just going to travel a bit. I’ve got all my bags packed and more than enough money from my jobs over the years so I’m just going to head out and enjoy the freedom! Goodbye Brownsville, Texas, and hello world!
Veronica Davis
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Journal,
I read the most amazing poem ever today. I was on my ShareIt! account and I came across this deep, yet dark poem. In a strange way it almost reflected my life. I looked at the account of the person who created it and they have a crap ton of works uploaded but their account only says they’ve been part of the website for about a week. Plus they have no personal information or picture, but they’re a pretty good writer. I have to ask them how they became so good at writing, probably send them a personal message rather than a public one.
Jemar Smith
Journal,
Dude holy crap it was a chick! A chick wrote that poem and she’s my age!!! Seriously, not trying to sound sexist or anything but girls are usually too blinded by happiness to actually really notice the bad things in life unless they were the depressed, goth/emo type of chick. But this girl didn’t seem like that instead she seemed really happy and kind of care free. We didn’t get to talk much last night cause my internet crashed but it’s fixed now so I’m going to try and talk to her before I head out to another one of Jackson’s parties.
Jemar Smith
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