Cyber Love

Chapter 2

Hey Wattpad world!!! I apologize for not uploding or being on Wattpad like I've metioned in another upload I'm in college and piled past my head with homework, work, and cheer practice not to mention that the internt has been bad everywhere I go. Well here is another chapter and hopefully I will have more time now to work on my stories for you all! Thank you for understanding and baring with me my lovelys!!!! <3

Victoria 

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Jemar was hiding out in his room all the way up in the attic. His foster parents didn’t have enough rooms in the foster home when he moved in at five years old so they cleared out the attic for him. Over the years other foster kids would share the room with him but soon they would get adopted. Now it was just Jemar and a three year old boy named Zachery, who Jemar considered a little brother, sharing the room. Those two would always spend time together that Jemar knew it was going to be hard on both of them when he had to leave for college. Jemar’s biggest fear actually was that Zachery would get adopted by a family while he was away in college and they would never be able to see each other again. It had crossed Jemar’s mind often that he would find the perfect girlfriend and after college they would adopt Zachery as their son and Jemar would finally be part of a happy family, his own. Reality and fear would always slither their dark tentacles in his mind though, which would only bring despair to Jemar.

Looking at the small alarm clock, Jemar figured he had enough time to talk to the girl he met the other day before going to another one of his friends parties. When he found out that it was a girl that wrote the poem that he was so entranced about he wanted to find out so much about her; what she was thing as she wrote it, how did she feel, what drew her inspiration, and how did she ever learn to write so well that she captures more than imagery, but emotion as well. Since sophomore year when Jemar discovered the truth of his birth parents he has been writing lyrics and poems as a method of venting the deep emotions he hides, even from himself.

Your birth meant nothing as they tore your heart and left you on the streets, the words from her poem echo in his mind, constantly rebounding off the walls of his brain. Closing his eyes, he still remembers the day they left him on the road that cold rainy night. Five year old Jemar had fought against his father’s arms as he dragged the young boy out of the car, his mom sat in the front staring straight at the road emotionless as frozen tears glassed her eyes. No matter how long or how much he would scream and beg for her, or anyone, to do something it was useless to the hollow stone that was his mother much  less bystanders that would happen to be around. Feeling wet drops fall on his hand, Jemar’s mind believed that he was back in that car fighting his dad while begging for help. It was not until his ShareIt! chat box dinged to alert him of an incoming message that he realized that he had been crying and that ten minutes had past while his past resurfaced.

Ignoring the fresh pain of betrayal and hurt, Jemar looked down to read his message.

DarkAngelWings: Hey Random102 sorry I didn’t respond last night, kind of fell asleep.

Random102: lol it’s okay my internet crashed anyways so I wouldn’t have known

DarkAngelWings: Ugh I hate it when it does that, technology is so stupid sometimes!

Random102: I know you’d think that with all this modern technology they would be able to keep a signal up even through light rain.

DarkAngelWings: Yeah well at least you have a house to lose internet in, my parents didn’t really want to pay for it so I had to make a deal with my neighbors and now I have to pay an outrageous amount at each hotel I stay in!