Have you ever felt...
Alone, Trapped, Scared, Ashamed, Hurt, Embarrassed, Heartbroken, In pain, Afraid of whats next, Like nobody loves you, Nobody cares, Nobody fells your pain, Nobody's there, Hungry, Misunderstood, Sad, To weak, Misused, Lost, Misguided, you want to be dead,an outsider, a plastic bag, everybody's out to get you, giving up, all you had is gone, Like running away, committing suicide, Like you gave it your all, Like you let every one down, Like a failure, like you can't trust no one, Like nothing goes right in your life?
Have you ever felt like your...
Not wanted, Not useful, Not loved, Look down on, On your own, Not good enough, Invisible, Seen through, Always doubt upon, Life has no value, the odd one out?
Have you ever been called....
a Bitch,a Whore, Slut, Stupid, Dummy, Punk, Scary, Cry baby, Hoe, Cheap, worthless, A failure?
Have you ever been treated like...
Nothing,, A disease, Property?
Have you ever been...
Raped, Beat, Abused, Abandoned, Left to die?
Have you ever wondered...
What did I do, Did I say something wrong, What do I do, Am I going to live to see another day, Am I really what everybody says I am, Is this right, Were will I get my next meal from, Do you love me, Am I loved, Will I ever be loved, Was it my fault, Why do people treat me so wrong, Was I a Mistake, Was I?
Well I have...
This is how I fell day to day. I have no family they died when I was fourteen. Three years ago.
Have you every hered the saying A smile can hide your pain, well its true i go to school and act like nothing goes wrong at home when it really does. I cover up how scared I am by being the schools bad ass. Trust I act like I don't want to be there but i really do. It get's me away from ''HIM." You wonder who's him? well he's a excuse for a Foster Dad. He treats me like dirt for what I have no clue. But im use to pain. Its like my own best friend.
This is how sixteen year old Angel'Marie lives her life from day to day. She's the school bad ass and every one scared of. You look at her your scared. Her eyes are dull,her walk is scary, but her style is on point. Take the walk on her Journey to find the real way out.
Thats it for chapter 1 hope you enjoyed_-RiiRii
