Comfortable

wishful thinking...

Kia

it was about 4:30 and paris and I were feeling ourselves and putting the finishing touches on our looks for the night.Leeya told us to be ready by 5:00 so we sped up the paste just so we could have the rest of the time to finish drinking.I sent a couple tweets out to also pass time and Paris and I posted IG pics of us in our outfits.As soon as I was about to snap another pic Leeyas picture popped up on the screen.

Me:Helloooo my darling honey bunches of oats!

Leeya:lol bitch you drunk?

Me:Nope not at all lol

Leeya:LIES! anyway you chicks ready?

Me:Yeah we grabbing our purses and stuff now.

Leeya:Okay good, head downstairs the truck should be down there or either pulling up.

Me:K got you,see you in a little bit boo.

Leeya:Kk!

Paris

Kia and I giggled and talked the whole way to the venue!My girl was looking to fly and honestly if she was to run into Trey tonight he couldnt resist that.I know what your thinking!She knew about the plan?!Yeah i knew,Leeya asked me what I thought about it before putting it into action but I just told her I didnt want no parts of it because If things didnt go right its possible Kia would never talk to us again.I wasnt down with the thought of losing my homie but I did want to see her happy again so I told Leeya to go for it.The car slowed down as we entered the venue.Kia and I were amazed at all the screaming fans so we uploaded a IG video of them.Leeya had the driver to bring us through the dock entrance where all the celebrites get out at so that we could walk through smoothly.As we approached the dock we seen Leeya waiting on us to pull up and hop out,and we did just that!shit I forgot who I was for a second because we came in as Paris and Kia but hoped out like Naomi Campbell and Tyra Banks!you catch my drift?straight top model status.

Leeya:Oooh you bitches look cuteeee!

Me:well thanks to you boo for throwing these looks together.

Kia:oh yes mam honey you killed these looks!

Leeya:well yall know I do my thang!lol follow me!

Trey

It felt good to be back here at the Essence music festival.This is my fourth time being here and in the performing line up so I felt honored.I had the fam with me and my guys from back home so everything was smooth it was like old times.Dont jump down my throat but Helen came along too.I swear its not what it sounds like she was only here for support.I havnt touched,kissed,or even looked at her in that way since the last time everything happened.Truth is she and I realized that our friendship was more important so we agreed to keep it as such.I havnt been with nobody since Kia I swear a nigga dont desire none of these other girls but her.I know for a fact if we were still together she would be here with me,holding a nigga down..but I guess thats just wishful thinking.I snapped out of my thoughts quick when my manager told me that it was time for me to head towards the stage.I slipped my clothes on and said a quick prayer before grabbing on to my homies arm so he could help me into my wheelchair.I fucked around and twisted my ankle playing ball with the guys a couple days ago so doctors orders that i be wheeled around or on cruchers oh well ill find a way to make this shit look sexy.As I was sipping my nigga kev had me dying laughing pushing me I just so happened to look over as I heard a familiar laugh.I couldnt see her but I know damn well I heard her.I got irriated so I told the camera man move and soon as dude moved I seen My baby.She looked so fucking good.Thicker then usual but I was loving all that.I told Kev to hold up and told my nigga james to hand me my cruchers.I guess they caught were my attention was focused at because I heard Kev say "awwww shit". I laughed but made my way toward her,I didnt know how she would react but It was worth the try.

Kia

I was talking and laughing with the girls and Leeya was introducing us to some of her clients when I heard a familiar voice call my name. I looked to the right of me then to the left and I didnt see anyone who appeared to be talking to me so I focused my attention back on the girls.I noticed there facial expressions changed not at me but at whatever or who ever was in back of me.I heard my name again and the voice appearing closer immediately connected me to him....Trey i turned around.

Trey:Kia

Me:ummmm Hi

Trey:(hesitating to speak) Babe whatchu doing here?

Leeya:Boo we will be over here when your ready okay?!

Me:Okay....umm im here with my friends,Leeya had to work so she invited us with her.

He stared at me as I looked everywhere but in his face,thank god I had some drinks because I dont think I could have done this sober.

Trey:You look beautiful....(sly grin)

Me:Thanks Tremaine.

Trey:Look bay I really miss you and If I could I would fix....

Helen:Trey Troy said he need you backstage in 5.

Me:smh goodbye Tremaine.

I was getting ready to walk off but Trey grabbed my arm.I cant believe he is still fucking with this bitch after everything!

Trey:Baby its not what it looks like,I swear she and I are just friends I have not touched her since the last time before you left.I havnt touched or been with anybody since you left bay I swear.I dont know what else to say to make you believe me but bay I need you.Look i have to get ready to hit the stage but promise me we can talk about this when im done?

I wanted to laugh so bad because he looked so cute begging but I just settled for a smile.

Me:Move out of my way Trey....

Trey:(smiling) see you in a little bit baby....

Me:Goodluck.

I walked back over to the girls and laughed as I seen Leeya nervously playing with her measurement tape.

Me:Bitch you knew Trey would be here?( smiling deviously)

Leeya:Nope (with a straight face and wondering eyes)

Me:Leeya you know you cant lie worth shit right?

Leeya:yeah i know and Im sorry I did know he was going to be here but I didnt want to tell you because I knew you wouldnt come!and if you wouldnt have came you and Trey wouldnt would have talked!and if you and trey wouldnt have talked you would have been home still miserable!and lords knows I couldnt take another 5 hours of you venting about him!pweease for give me!

Me:Lol relax boo im not mad just a little caught off guard.If anything im mad at my self for wanted him the way I did a few minutes ago!I hate this im suppose to be the bitchy ex who make his ass work hard to get me back,yet i want to just jump into his arms!

Paris:No boo you are suppose to do what you feel in your heart is right,if you feel you want your man back then by all means get his ass but you can also make him work toward gaining your trust back while still being with him.That way you still get to get the banging ass sex and lovey dovey shit but still get revenge by making him pay!you feel me!?

Me:I love yall lmao and thanks.

Paris:group hug ladies!

Leeya:alright now lets go turn up!I think Trey is On stage!

This is going to be a interesting night!but I have enough liquor to last me.

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I had fun writing this chapter I personally thought it was sooooo cute.

Hope you all like it! Happy Labor day :)