Same Mistakes -Zayn Malik-

Get Away

"Kiera!" I said turning completely towards her. The drunk feeling drained from my body.

"No fuck you!" She yelled and walked away.

"Let me talk!" I yelled after her.

"Sorry your mouth has been full of her tongue!" she yelled walking outside. I ran after her. I grabbed her shoulder.

"Look it's not what it-"

"Really? It isn't? So I'm fucking delusional? You weren't cheating on me Zayn? Then what was that shit then!" she yelled at me pointing to the building.

"I didn't know what I was doing." I said quietly.

"Well that just fucking changes everything!" she yelled at me walking away.

"Fuck Kiera! I love you!" I yelled after her.

"No Zayn, if you did you wouldn't ever do that, even if you forgot about me." She said tears streaming down her face.

"Kiera." I said with my hand out. She bit her tongue.

"Go away." She said and walked away. She wasn't even walking towards to dorm room. She was going to the bus stop. I fucked everything up. My knees collapsed. I was on the ground, my head in my hands. I'm a living example of failure. Something that you would hate. I was a horrible person who was just a waste of air and space.

Kiera's P.O.V

I sat at the bus stop and texted Amira.

"Can I please come over? I need to talk to you." I texted her. She texted back. "Of course."

The bus pulled up. I wiped away my tears and got on. Putting in the money I walked all the way to the back of the bus. I really didn't want to talk to anyone. I just wanted to be with someone and pour out my heart. Anger and sadness was the only feeling that I felt. Nothing was good. All was bad.

I got off and Ami was there waiting for me. I ran to her. I blurred my head in her shoulder and hugged her. I let all my sobs out.

"Lets go inside." She said and slung her arm around me. As we entered the apartment, Trevor looked around then she motioned for him to go away. We sat down on the couch.

"He cheated on me." I said and let my head drop.

"That bastard." She said in a serious tone. I looked up to see her face in a total rage.

"I can't believe this." She said. I nodded.

"It's all my fault. I wanted to go. I brung up the idea. I shouldn't of left him alone. I knew he wouldn't of know what he was doing." I said tears uncontrollably flowing out of my eyes. It was my fault.

"No it's not." I just nodded. I wouldn't believe her. It was me. I am the one who messed up. I should be apologizing to him. I should be the one yelled for them to forgive me.

"You can sleep here tonight." Ami said I nodded. She brought out a blanket, pillows, a pair of sweatpants, and a old tee shirt. She went up stairs, leaving me alone.

It really wasn't my fault. He was the one who got drunk. He could of denied the invite and just go out for a nice dinner or a walk. Snuggle on my bed and watch a movie. Have his arms wrapped around me. Nuzzling my head in his shoulder. God why am I thinking this? I should be thinking of murdering him. Plotting out his murder. But I just can't do that. I lo- no. I can't. I just can't. He was with another girl. When with me. But I took him there. I always take the blame for this stuff. It's always my fault I say. Let people walk all over me.

I woke up early. Trevor and Amira were still sound asleep. I slowly got up and changed into the clothes that I wore the night before. I went into the bathroom then left quickly. I really didn't want them to see me covered in my own tears.