Same Mistakes -Zayn Malik-

Turn Over

I walked the rest of the way with Keira's hand in mine. I really didn't want to have her without me with her. That's the thing. I don't want her always e next to me. Not by some girl Lanie or another person. It's so fucked up. I only wanted her beside me and no one.

"Wow it's late." Keira said. I didn't even notice that we were inside my dorm.

"Yeah it is." I said taking off my shirt. My inked skin was exposed. I turned my head to look at her.

"I better go." I didn't want her to leave.

"You can stay." I said quickly. I grabbed her hand and pulled her to me.

"I need something to sleep in." Keira said smiling.

"Take these." I said giving her a pair of my boxers and a shirt. She walked over behind the wardrobe. I took off my pants, then boxers. I put on a new pair and some sweatpants.

I grabbed her waist once she was done.

"You look so good." I moaned into her ear. She turned to look at me. She looked so hot in my clothes. The loose shirt just, my god.

Keira kissed my neck, making me shutter. I grabbed her waist and pushed her onto my body. I put my lips hastily on hers. The contact was amazing. I ran my hand up to the back of her head, the other going to her ass. She was so good.

I moved her to the side of the bed. I pushed her on to the bed then climbed I top of her. I pushed my lips harshly onto hers. Keira's hand grabbed my hair. I moved my mouth to her jaw line slowly kissing down her neck. A moan escaped her mouth. My hand went down to her pants. It was odd how I was taking off my own boxers. I didn't care. She was such an amazing woman.

"Don't." Keira said. She pulled herself up from under me. What?

"What is it." I asked going to sit beside her. This was damn confusing.

"I don't want anyone, hearing." she whispered the last word.

"You didn't have a problem yesterday?" I said confused.

"I would rather have somewhere.... to ourselves." Keira said looking at me. Did she want us to get an apartment?

"You want to get a place with me." I stood up from the bed. I don't know why I sounded so insulted.

"So? We've been dating for a long time. It would be nice to get away from this place. Start new in an apartment." Keira said raising her voice.

"You know what, I don't want to fight about some stupid shit. Don't want anyone hearing us do you?" I said in a low growl.

"You're right." Keira's dirty blonde hair flew up behind her as she stormed out. The door slammed behind her. I opened it and ran after her.

"Where the fuck do you think you're going?!" I yelled at her once we were outside.

"I don't know." she yelled now even looking at me.

"Amira and Trevor don't want you. They are most likely fed up with your shit!" I screamed. I didn't mean that. Just didn't want her to leave me.

"And I'm done with yours. We are over!" No. We can't be. Anger took over me.

"We were a thing?" I laughed. "I used you for the only thing your good at. Sex. Nothing was real. It was all to get in you! and I did! I don't fucking want you, no one does!" I don't know what I'm going. She can't leave. I need her.