Same Mistakes -Zayn Malik-

Unreal

I lay there in that bed. Kiera went off to her class. She didn't want to miss it. I really wanted her to stay. But she was supposed to be here. It's been over 10 minutes since she was supposed to be. Kiera was never late, always on time.

Panic pulsed through me. I breathed in slow, there must be a hold back. But it's been 20 minutes. What if Niall got her?

I slowly ran my fingers through my hair. The worry really started to build up. I can't wait any longer. I got up. Pain went into my ribs but I didn't care. I ran into Kiera's room.

She was on a bed with a guy. They were making out. This can't be happening. Rage was all I felt. Betrayed. Everything that made me a monster.

"WHAT THE HELL?! THIS HOW YOU FUCKING TREAT ME? AFTER I ALMOST DIED FOR YOU!" I screamed at her. She looked at me.

"Look I -"

"Don't give me your bullshit. And who the fuck is this? A piece of shit from the street?" I yelled grabbing the guys collar.

"Fuck off me man." he said trying to pry my fingers off of him. I raised my hand in a fist and swung it at him. I kept swinging at him. Kiera screamed and told me to stop. She grabbed my arm.

"STOP!" she yelled tears in her eyes. I got up and away from her.

"Get away." I said and pushed her away from me.

My eyes opened. I was sweating. My fists hurt from clenching. Thank god it was just a dream. I wiped the sweat from my face. I looked at my phone. There was a missed call from my parents, assholes. Kiera should be coming soon. I clicked my phone off then went to go and change out of my sweaty clothes.

I grabbed a random white shirt and pulled it over my head. I took off my sweatpants and put on some old blue jeans. I walked back over to my bed and sat down.

"Hey." I heard Kiera say as the door clicked open.

"Hi." I said and walked over to her. I hugged her then pecked her cheek.

"You changed clothes." she said and backed away to look at me.

"Oh yeah." I hoped she didn't notice.

"Why?" she asked.

"I fell asleep in them." I said and say back down.

"Did you have a bad dream?" She asked and sat next to me. I ignored her.

"Zayn?" Kiera said staring at me.

"I guess." I said looking into her eyes.

"What about?" she was being really nosey today. She probably should be.

"You were cheating on me." I said to her. She looked at me shocked.

"I would never -"

"I know." I cut her off. I didn't want a lecture.

"Look it's nothing. Just a dream." I said and lied down on the bed. She nodded then got up.

"Well I need to get school work done. And so do you." she said and plopped some papers on the flor next to me.

"Fuck school." I said and and it it with my hand.

"I know you are smart, you can do it." she said and walked out. I really didn't want to.

Kiera's P.O.V

I got up from my desk. I had finished my studying and homework in an hour. Now I had free time. I would go over to Zayn, but he needed his rest. I had no idea what to do. Maybe I should go over to Lanie's. She is just down the hall. I'll just text her.

"Hey! Glad you strayed from Zayn." Lanie said opening the door. The fuck did that mean? I won't retaliate.

"Yeah. He isn't well." I said stepping into her room. It was much or decorated than mine. It had pictures of family and a couple bean bags.

"What happened?" she asked closing the door. What should I say?

"He got hurt." I said. It wasn't a lie. Just not the whole truth.

"What did he do?" she asked. God dammit. Just what I didn't want.

"He got into a fight." I said softly. She looked at me like I was crazy.

"Why do you even deal with him." she said rolling her eyes.

"I have no idea." I said and sat down onto one of the bean bag chairs. She sat at the one across from me.

"I've been there." she said.

"What?" she has been in a relationship with him? I thought I was the only one who has lasted long...

"Not long term just a one night stand kind of thing. but more than one nights just say friends with benefits." What the actual fuck. Why in hell would she sY that to me? Does she want to ruin our relationship more?

"Yeah but we have been though more." I said back to Lanie.

"He has been in me more" she said laughing. She has pushed me straight to my edge.