Same Mistakes -Zayn Malik-

Anger

What the fuck am I supposed to do? I can't go after her. She deserves to go figure out.

My whole world is crashing down at my feet. It feels like the pain that stings me would hurt more than this building collapsing.

I'm a damn idiot. She is the one thing that I love. Kiera keeps me sane and I have to go and cheat on her. Again. I can't believe how stupid I am for letting the best thing I have ever had slip though my fingers. Fucking idiot is all I can think as my hand collapses the dry wall. I need to go after her. Fuck this figuring it thing out I need her.

I jumped into the shower. I feel like it should wash off the memories but it doesn't. It seems like time of happiness never happened. Damn I should know better than cheat on her! My everything is in her and I crushed her. I'm dumb enough to go to a party when I'm barely stable enough to hold a conversation.

I go out and change. I lay down on the couch. Fuck this.

I grab my phone and call her.

"Kiera," I say as soon as she picks up.

"How many times do I have to say stay away before you pick it up?" She ask.

"Baby I'm so sorry I love you so much please come back," I beg.

"I'm sure you were thinking that at the party as well," she says coldly.

"I know I messed up b-"

"Messed up? Zayn, this isn't the first time you have done this! Hell, that time I forgave you. You promised that it wouldn't happen again. All you do is replay the same mistakes. We argue all the time and we can't escape the cycle when we are still together. Zayn, I can't take this anymore. I can't be with you like this. I'm done with being lyed to. We need to stop eachother before another stupid mistake is made and you hurt me more. I love you too, but sometimes that isnt enough." My heart breaks. 

"How long do you need? I'll give you all the time in the world just as long as we can come back together," I say. I examine my tattoos as I wait for her reply.

"Kiera you should hang up," I hear in the back.

"Who the fuck is that?" I ask.

"Liam. I'm going to leave now. Bye," she says and hangs up.

Kiera's P.O.V

 "Thank you for letting me stay here for a while," I say. Liam nodds. 

"Anything really." I smile at him. I lay down on the couch and watch the tv.

AUTHORS NOTE

Im so sorry i havnt updated in forever!!! I have been busy with my other account LMHMEC (which you should follw and read the stories). I promise i wil update these books more often. Please comment and vote! It makes me update faster (: