Vincent

Five - Apple Blossom

What is this?

The atmosphere was already heavy. It changed ever since Hiro said that and looked at me with those eyes.

"Eh?"

Those eyes.

"It's not that..."

I've never seen them before.

"It's not..." I was already stuttering. "I..."

Crap. They're dangerous.

I was already sweating. I didn't know what to say anymore. "Hiro..."

Then after a moment, he laughed.

What?

"You're so tense, Vincent!" He held his stomach and kept on laughing. After awhile he stopped, wiped his tears, and gave me a gentle punch on my arm. "Loosen up!"

What?

Loosen up?

"Haha." Fake laugh. "Sorry. You scared me." Yep. I was scared. The look in his eyes got me scared.

"Oh! I didn't mean that! Haha. Your hands are shaking."

True.

"Sorry." I lowered my head and put my hands on my lap.

"Honestly, I was surprised! You? Doing it with a man?" His jolly aura returned. "I never thought you would do that. I never even imagined you having sex with another person! Hahaha!"

"Hahaha." Fake laugh again. "Yeah."

"And so, how did it feel?" He shrugged. "You know, anal."

Sandy's face emerged on my mind. And then, I recalled everything. It was good. Very good. The feeling when I was inside him was incredible. It felt really good. However, I didn't know if Sandy felt the same. He kept on saying"It hurts!" or "Pull it out!" but I didn't do that. I didn't even control myself. In fact, I was the only one who came. He didn't. When we're done, he slumped on the floor. His expression was very, very sad. He was violated. Well, it's his fault. If he didn't make that video, that would never happen. He said he would take responsibility, that's it.

It's not my fault.

"Oh!"

I jumped upon hearing Hiro's voice and the sound of the opening door. A customer.

"Excuse me. Enjoy your drink, Vincent." Again. His smile.

"Yeah." I looked at my watch. Three o'clock.