Parental Supervision

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Can't you see

I've got tears in my eyes

I'm spewing out lies

No matter how many tries

I have to realize

You were the cause of my demise

And can't you see

That it was you

The one who destroyed me

- - -

You say you don't care

But I know you do

You say you won't judge

But I know that's not true

- - -

If I open my mouth

I fear the words won't stop

They'll answer the questions

That scare me a lot

Will they be my fall?

Will I rise with the truth?

Top to the bottom

Bottom to the top

Oh God, it won't stop

- - -

I love you

You've wiped off my tears

Not knowing what the cause, or who

You are my flesh, my blood

Even after every time we fought

I love you

How could I not?

But you've also been the cause

The cause of the tears

Of the worry, sadness, and fears

Your voice holds shooting softness

But it also holds angry shouts

It can fight back the darkness

But it can also thrust me into it

No matter how much you hurt me

How much pain you've caused me

Even after every time we fought

I love you

How could I not?

I love you

Sometimes I wish I didn't

Because as the saying goes

It's the ones you love

Who hurt you the most

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A/N

Usually these poems take a lot of thought and effort, even if they are all based off of raw emotion. With these, it was like the words were pouring out of me, and I hadn't even intended on writing until later. I dropped everything and grabbed my phone to write them down. Im really proud of my poetry; it's one of the few things I feel like I'm actually sorta good at.

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