I woke up with the taste of vomit on my tongue and my head beside a toilet. I look to see what remains of the pain killer, slowly flushing them away. My head is pounding and my shirt is soaked in tears. I feel so useless. I miss the way it felt. To feel nothing and for him to have no control. My phone is glowing. I've got a message from the person that's made me smile. He's not angry, just worried. He means so much, but he doesn't know. So until then, I will protect He from Him.
