Well. The feeling of ripping your heart out. It's a feeling like no other. The feeling of hope and years. Just flushed away. For a guy. To be replaced and set below. I've been hurt. She's been hurt. But for once I can say. I'm not the one to blame. This would hurt her, but. It is true. The promises she broke. The secrets she held. The lies she told. She pushed me out of the way for him. It had happened once and that had ruined us both. When I thought things could be rebuilt, it happened again. I can only take so much.