I'm disgusting. My skin is tainted. I feel him on me, his breath on my neck. I hop in the shower and hope to wash it away. I feel him. Everywhere. I'm scrubbing the soap on skin to no aveal. No matter how hard I scrub. My skin begins to show a rash. It burns. The soap slips from my hand and lands at my feet. It's blurry and hard to see. The tears fade into the running water.