Can I breath without being blamed for something? For irrational and stupid things? I'm blamed. For events I don't know nor understand? Im blamed. I've left them alone, to make their own choices and mistakes. Im accused, I'm targeted. I've become a side. I don't want this. A side? It's so childish. How can they force friends to choose? Or worse, throw them under the bus for a slight reaction. The cycle that is happening, it's happened a hundred times. He slips up, she falls, goes crazy, he finds better, she runs to friends she threw aside. Over and over again. But this cycle is broken. We aren't here for you anymore. Youre brother and sister are gone. You're "friends" hate the sound of your voice and tolerate you for the hell of it. You haven't realized how much you've messed up, and how badly we wanted you to see the real picture. We tried. Now we're done, and you can only blame yourself.
