I've fallen into a place I once called home. A place I promised to never return to. Through small slits I ventured back, into the red nothingness I remembered. I was greeted by a sharp pain and a quick release. My pulse softens and my eyes can barely stay open. I feel myself slipping back through the slits, slowly being dragged back. Slipping and slipping..I wake up to find myself back in the tub with tears covering my cheek. I want to go back. I want to go home. But no matter what I do, I'm always dragged back. So I close my eyes and ready myself for another sleepless night..