"I'm sorry." "I apologize." "Please."
I'm so freaking sick of these words. I'm sick of feeling bad when I open up and show what I feel. I'm done with being made a bad guy when I get upset. I'm human and guess what?! I feel things to. I'm tired of limited information and false "trust". I'm tired of having it torn from my chest and torn apart in front of my eyes. You're mad at me for feeling? What do they expect? I'm not a fucking robot. I'm not strong. I'm not a personal "feel better" agent. I need help too. I ask and guess what? I get a little better and they go. I think I solve a problem and clean the slate? You still hide things from me. I was an open book. You knew what I thought, no hidden meaning. But now, it's blank and grey. With only the words "I'm not sorry."
