Fall

10 1 0
                                    

Songs- heroine by sleeping with sirens

He's cute. Really cute actually. I love his hair, it's probably my favorite thing about him or maybe his eyes. He's really adorable. I can't help but smile just thinking of him, and this time I'm blocking out that the fact this is a scary feeling. I don't care anymore. I guess I'm just gonna let myself trip and fall. But who knows it could end good or be the worst heart break ever.
I want to know every aspect of him. I want to know his favorite songs and what he likes to snack on. I just want to know everything about him in the most descriptive way I possibly can. He intrigues me. I am able to read people easily and he is almost impossible. If I had more time near him I probably would comprehend more about him. He's quiet unless spoken to, he is always on his phone unless he's interested. He's interesting in my eyes. He just makes me wonder and things that make me wonder make me intrigued because it's like a mystery.
The color orange on him looks better then anything I have ever seen in my life I think. Black looks really good too. He has dark hair and dark eyes but they tell a story. I could literally stare at him all day and be okay with him not saying anything to me. I just want to observe him. His skin is like tan and he has no blemishes. He really is flawless,  in my eyes at least. I actually hope everyone else finds him ugly and boring because then I don't have much competition and that would be nice. I just wanna talk about him all day. I just wanna sit here and write or describe him and how I feel. I could write for hours.
His calf muscles are beautiful. His legs are like long but they have muscles. I don't think he does any sports but I would bet he works out. You can see the veins in his hands. He's deffinatly fit and healthy. I don't think he even cares that I exsist. He doesn't really talk to me. Only to ask questions or if I "accidentally" bump into him he will apologize and ask if I'm okay. And I think that's  the reason I bump into him on purpose; because he gets all worried and adorable and thinks it's his fault. When I see him walk by me to our class I follow after him just so that he can hold the door for me. And guess what- he always does. And I love that about him. He's such a gentle men and it's adorable.
I want to know what he's listening to when he has his headphones in. Does he like rap, indie or like screamo?? Though, I don't think he is interested in screamo. Maybe he listens to like r & b or something. Idk but I would like to know.
He's a virgo. The judgy and ocd sign. But I mean we are compatible. He's on like the can gong date though so he is gonna have libra traits too I guess. I wonder what he would do If I just walked up and took his phone and put all my information inside of it. I'm literally just praying my teach puts us in a group.
He's a perfect person in my eyes and I want him. But I know I can't have him so I better start pushing away like usual.

-p

The People Where stories live. Discover now