Where were you born? Who raised you with such horrible manors towards woman or people in general? Why do you think you're better? I have so many questions for a man- no scratch that- boy, a weak little boy who thinks he runs a school when he can't even run a brush through his hair. I don't understand, you didn't even seem like an asshole. I now know to never expect anything good from anyone. I'm honestly disappointed, you're a disappointment. Now I know he is an asshole. I found you attractive. I found you adorable even, but it all got smashed because you couldn't even have the dignity to be a gentle man. He is so rude. He is so annoying. He makes me furious. He isn't what I expected but I know he has feelings deep down. He wants to be nice. He doesn't want it to ruin his ego though. I can see it in his face. His desperation to wanna actually stop this. He could've made himself look so good. But popularity over rules kindness, not just in movies or books, but in life too. All he is and will ever be is an asshole until he realizes he's better then what his ego makes him to be. He is such an attractive kid. He's probably smart too, I've seen some of his classes. But it doesn't matter because he is an asshole. I never have feelings. I don't think I had feelings for you or still do, but why did it hurt when I realized we wouldn't have any contact anymore? Even if the only reason you know I exist is because you like to bully people. I don't understand myself. I don't understand you, which makes it harder for me to understand myself. When I think of you I get angry because it's just a nother beautiful body ruined do to ugliness on the inside. He is what everyone wants. He is nothing I would ever waste my time on again. He is an asshole.

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