Mr.you

Ashton

We go to see the San Diego–Coronado Bridge first. And my with the sunset it is just gorgeous. Next we head to Coronado Historical Association where we learn that The island of Coronado has always been a very special place - from the time many centuries ago when it was hunting and gathering grounds for the Native Americans to the present day when it serves as the home for over 30,000 lucky residents and guests. It was so amazing in their to learn the history!! Camilla looked so engrossed in all the history that i literally had to drag her butt out of there so we can go to Miguel's Cocina Mexican Restaurant where i order a hugs hard taco and chips and salsa. Mhm it was soo good!! Camilla orders a small soft taco. "So you glad you decided to go?" I ask after a while of eating and stuff. She nods enthusiastically. I laugh. God i love her. She makes me feel like i am gonna explode with happiness. Last night i heard her sobs through the thin motel walls. My heart broke into two but i can't intrude in their life anymore then u already have. Ive watched her for the last few times. And i am excellent at reading people. But with Camilla she has like six different emotions. I stare at Camilla wanting badly to say i love you and just kiss her till i die. I know she's the one but ive seen her when people touch her. She flinches and gives a disgusted face. I'm gonna kill whoever made her so vulnerable she can't deal with her mother gone missing. "I promise you Camilla i will find your mother if it takes me till I'm wrinkly" i make my oath as we walk out of   Miguel's Cocina Mexican Restaurant. She looks up at me with wide brown eyes, tears are there but she seems to rein them in. " thank you" her voice cracks "it means alot" i nod and grab her by her shoulders pulling her to me. She bugs me back like i am her lifeline. I guess i kinda am. "I lo-" i cut myself off abruptly. " you what?" She murmurs in question. "I- i" i struggle to find lo words. "I loath you being hurt because i feel like you've been my best friend since the day i met you" i mutter the words as close to the truth as i can get. "Thanks, Ashton can i ask you something?" She asks as i grab her hand leading her back to our motel room. "Sure shoot it at me" i bite my lip smiling down at her happy face, which i know will be broken when we get back and she doesn't see her mom on the security cameras. "Can i tell you the story of why I desperately want to find my mom?" I nod silently.