Mr.you

Ashton

I can't believe that she left me. My heart aches as i come to the realization that she doesn't feel the same way i do and then i counter it by giving it evidence in my head. As i check out of the motel carrying my stuff to my truck. I speed off gripping the wheel so tight my knuckles turn white. "Damn why does she have so much power over me" i mutter as i drive down the highway towards Texas. My heart races a million miles per minute as i think of all the reasons she could've left me without telling me, why after all the shit we have been through she's not able to believe i am here for her. She's been through hell having her own mother reject her. I wish we were back where we would run into each other because things were easier. I went along for the ride, and i swore to myself i was just gonna stay long enough for her to find her mother. But i have to fall for her along the way. "Damn why?!" I say slamming my hand upon the steering wheel welcoming the sting on my palm.

I pull into my house, where officer reynolds is waiting for me a panicked expression on his face. "What?" I ground out a bit harsher the i meant. "Where is Camilla she won't answer my calls did you not find her mother?!?!" Laugh. But it's not a happy one. "No we found her alright and she damn right rejected your best friend." Not wanting to talk to him i walk into my house shutting the door to my house. He calls my name but i ignore him as i take a cold shower to get my mind off of her.

I pass out on the bed to exhausted to do anything as i dream about her in my sleep.
"Oh Ashton i love you so much" her lips meet mine before she gradually grows smaller, she looks at me with a heart broken look as she leaves me heartbroken with rage. I try and move closer but she keeps getting farther away. "No! Come back!" I scream as i feel like my heart just got wrenched from my chest.

I wake up with a jolt before realizing that she isn't here and it's only me and my dog sam, who us currently licking my face in welcoming. Bryan must've let him in. "Hey buddy!" I say brightly while scratching behind his ear. "Woof!" He responds falling over on his belly, in which i scratch him there getting my mind of Camilla for a while.

I mutter something as i grab Sam's leash taking him for a long walk.

We pass by Camilla's house. My heRt screams at me to go see her and my brain screams for me run as fast as my legs will take me. Sighing i decide to see if shes okay. I walk up to her door sam in tow as i knock firmly. Heels clack round me. Thinking it's Camilla i turn around. Instead i see mrs.peters the baker at the nearest bakery. "That filthy one isn't there. My eye twitches at her saying Camilla is filthy. "She shoulda stayed where she was" i try my hardest not to defend Camilla. "Yeah whateves" i stalk away sam running along side me as i plan my way of finding camilla. The love of my life. Worry threads me and her together like a needle threads thread and cloth together.
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