Walking in a winter hell hole. Okikagu

Not without you.

     Kagura rushed to the small hospital she has come to love. The colourful decor of the hospital shook when she barged in, muttering polite 'hello's to the people she recognized. The same pink and purple hallway that she usually waited in was bypassed, and she opened the door that she sits outside of. The doctor acknowledged her with a nod and beckoned her to come towards him.
     The doctor hesitated and muttered, "Kagura-chan, Okita is doing really bad right now. It'll need a miracle for him to walk out of this hospital alive. His lungs aren't functioning properly and..." He trailed off, as if to give her a moment to comprehend what he was saying.
She clenched her fists. "Are you trying hard enough?" Her voice was sharp, but you can detect the shakiness in it.
The doctor nodded his head slowly and gently said, "Kagura-chan, we worked the hardest for him. But this is out of our control."
She had a sudden impulse to hit the Doctor. To call him stupid and curse at him. She wanted to run away forever and not face the facts. She wanted to be happy again and not have to worry about this living hell. She wanted to, at least.
The doctor whispered an apology and left her in the room alone. It felt cold. The beep, beep, beep of the machines somewhat calmed her, and she laid down on his weak frame. "I can't do this, Sadist... Not without you..."
She couldn't handle the pain anymore. The thought of not having him present with her terrified her to no end, and the fact that it's happening makes it all the more worse. The one who was able to make her feel strong again is leaving. The one who she had finally admitted she loved is going to a place where she can't understand, and finally, after all these years of denial he had decided to die.
     Her hands clasped onto the white bedsheets, and she quietly sobbed. She cried for what seemed like hours, but slowly and painfully, she fell asleep.
"China!" Is that the sadist? Am I dreaming?
     Where am I? Kagura sat up. She was in a king sized bed, and she could tell that she's been sleeping for quite a long time. A tall man with flaxen hair and Crimson eyes ran in.
     "Kagura, jeez, answer when I call you!" ....what? "Koga's crying, he wants you."
     "O-okay...." What the hell is happening? And why did I agree? That's definitely Sadist, right? The puzzled girl stepped out of the mediocre bedroom and bumped into Sougo.
"Wh-what?" She asked, slightly terrified. He leaned in close to her face, "don't i get a morning kiss? You usually looooove these."
Holy sh*t, am I married to this guy? And do we have a CHILD?! Her eyes travelled passed Sougo and to the small, very adorable baby in the crib. She was cut off by Sougo's lips, however. She nearly fainted. What the hell Is this guy doing?!
He smirked at her and hugged her, squeezing just the right amount. "I still remember the day you brought from the dead." He whispered in her ear, "I love you,-"
"China...?" She jolted. Her ears prickled. She stared at him with eyes of horror.
"Sadist!!!" She jumped on him, nuzzling her head into the crook of his neck. He choked out, "China, you fat*ss, get off me!"
The doctor ran in and tested his pulse and heart and lung condition. He ran his fingers through his hair in disbelief, "I... I don't know what to say..."
Kagura proceeded to crawl off the bed, but Sougo drew her toward him. "Why would I leave my China?"
She froze in embarrassment. The whole hospital piled in, including the handsome young Koga. He hopped onto the hospital bed with them and they laughed together. The doctor tried to tame the boisterous crowd, but truthfully, he didn't mind even the slightest bit.
It was a happy time in the hospital, and even Koga's older brother Koto was healthy and healed. Sougo and Kagura walked home. No need for words. They were holding hands and humming different tunes.
Sougo stopped. "China..." He didn't look at her, "Date me. Then marry me. Then have children with me. Then die with me."
She was in awe, "woah, woah, woah, are you high? Do you need to-"
     "I'm not exactly in the mood to be joking, China," he said, now facing her. His crimson gaze never wavered, and his grip on her hand tightened.
      She nodded her head happily, and hugged him. He squeezed back. He spoke just above a whisper, "cause you can't do this, right? Not without me?"
     She blinked in disbelief and pure embarrassment, "You heard that?"
     He nodded and smirked, "yeah, then you fell asleep, and I kissed your cheek. I tried to wake you up, but I saw how unbelievably adorable you were while resting, so..."
     She lightly hit his shoulder and they walked back to their cabin.
Five years later....
     "Sougo, get Koga, will you?" Said Kagura, now at the bombshell age of twenty. Her lazy husband at the age of twenty-four groaned.
     "Yeah, yeah." He walked over to the room of their one-year old and smiled at him. The boy was slashing repeatedly at a long log. It had a picture of the chief of the Shinsengumi, Hijikata Toshirou.
     Kagura walked in and grabbed their child. "Time to take a picture! Family portrait."
     Sougo set up the camera and ran back to stand proudly next to his son and wife. He whispered in her ear, "let's vacation to a winter cabin this summer."
     She huffed and replied, "as long as you don't experience a near death situation again."
     He shrugged. "I wanna see Koga."
     She nodded at him, "he's ten now.... I can't wait."
     He kissed her, "me neither." Their son made a disgusted face, and Kagura scolded Sougo for pulling such a risky feat in front of their child. Sougo smiled. Time to experience a winter wonderland with my family. Onee-san, I'm sorry. But I'm not gonna get taken down by your disease just yet. Not when I have the people I love here.
Fin~