''We're living in a fantasy I feel it when you dance with me, It's feeling like you need to be My babe, yeah Can't you see Im talking about eternity Tell me would you care to be My babe''.
It's been 2 weeks since the halloween dance and party past and Travis still hasnt nottice that i like him. Why doesnt he nottice that i like him???? All I want is to be with him. But all he wants is to be with Trina. What so special about her. She isnt even that pretty..... Just saying.... I just hope maybe one day he will see that I'm the one he is ment to be with. Sometimes i think to myself though and I'm being a nice person though. Maybe Heidi is right. Maybe i will do something stupid to break up their relationship. Maybe i should just try to move on. Because think about it, It doesnt look like they r going to break up anytime soon. I wish but i cant just sit here wishing they will break up. Hey maybe i should date Spencer. He's like one of the cutest guy in my school. But i heard that he's a player should i get myself into it???? Hey if it gets me over Travis for a while then i should do it.
It's like 8:00 and me and my mom are about to leave for school. She always drops me of because well I'm a fat kid I'm so lazy to walk or take the bus to school and plus i have to get ready it takes me forever to get ready. Hey i cant help it its high school its like a fashon show/runway everyday. I was thinking about asking out Spencer today. But wait what if he says no. What do i do then????
''Hey Chelsea''. ''Oh heey Spencer i was looking for you''. ''really well you found me.... hey can i ask you something???''. ''yeah sure anything''. ''I was going to ask you if you wanted to be my girlfriend''. ''really.... i was going to ask you the same thing.... well to be my boyfriend not the girlfriend part should i shut up???''. smooth i kept thinking to myself. Oh shit i just blew it. Now how can i get over Travis. I'm so stupid. (Spencer starts to laugh) why is he laughing??? ''No its alright Chelsea, i like to hear you talk, I like the sound of your voice and your pretty funny''. Oh thank god i didnt blow it. ''Awe thanks Spencer''. He kissed me on my check and says he had to go to class. I still cant believe he just asked me out. I hope this works though. Hey at less it did get my mind of of Travis for a while. So maybe this will work.
Awe the cutest thing ever is when Spencer keeps asking me to hang out with him after school. I told him i would. But this is going to be awkward though. We havent even been dating for 2 hours and we're going to hang out alone. Well this is going to be awkward. ''Hey you ready???''. Oh god it's Spencer and Travis. ''yeah I'm ready what's Travis doing here???''. He told me Travis and Trina were fighting and that Travis needs to get away from Trina. Travis and Spencer were both walking in front of me. And i think i heard Travis saying he's going to dump Trina this week. Wait im dating Spencer now what do is do. He will never date me now because im dating his best friend. Oh god i should have thought this through. Spencer ran across the street and started talking to a buddy of his, and Travis left to go home. Spencer friend ran over to me and told me that Spencer was braking up with me. I didnt know how to react. One part of me thinks he should have been man enough and say it his self and the other half and is like yay maybe Travis will date me now. Hey there is another dance coming up next week. Travis is single who knows what will happen.
