We get off in a week for Christmas holidays and Travis said that he got me something for Christmas. I keep going over and over it in my head what i should get him for Christmas. But its so hard. I dont know what guys like. And im also broke i got no money. So i got to figer out how and what to get him for Christmas. Everytime i ask him what does he want for Christmas he has the same answer. Nothing babe your all that i want, your my everything then he kisses me. Its like why does this have to be so hard? Why cant it be easy? Guys just have it easy. They just have to buy there girlfriend a teddy bar and all us girls do is just say awwww i love it. Then when it comes down to us girls we have no clue what to buy them. I just hope ill find a way to get the money and figer out what to get him for Christmas before Christmas holidays. Oh my god just to think of it. Its also going to be mine and Travis one month on friday. I still cant believe its been a months already. I wonder if he knows its been a month already. I wonder if he even going to say happy 1 month babe. I think i would be really upset if he forgot though. Should i text him and say its going to be a month on friday babe with a smily face. No i shouldnt he promble remembers. The night we got together was a really special night. The night of the semi formal dance. I still remember that day like it was yesterday. (phone rings) ''hello''. ''hey babe are you exited for friday???''. ''yeah you know what i really think you should tell me what you got me for Christmas''. ''I dont think i should.... how about this if my mom says i should give to you ealry''. ''alright and decides your mom loves me of course shes going to say yes give it to me ealry''. ''we'll see babe''. He puts his phone down to go asks his mom if he should give me my gift ealry. Witch i think she will say yes to give it to me ealry because she loves me. ''hey babe im back''. ''yay what did she say''. ''she said you can wait hahahaha''. you can hear his mom in the back around saying sorry Chelsea you can wait then she laughs. ''fine i guess i can wait till friday''. Stupid me i wasnt listing though because his grandmother walked in and said what i got for Christmas but i wasnt listing so i couldnt even hear what she said. Travis laughs and say grandma im on the phone with Cheslea. So his grandmother said oh my bad did she hear what i said. ''babe did you hear what i got you''. ''no i wasnt listing all though i should have''. We started laughing. ''babe you'll find out on friday i got to go love you''. ''love you to babe''. (We both hangs up the phone) But wait he didnt say anything about how its our one month on friday. Does he remember? I really hope he does remember.
Its finally friday. Its mine and Travis one month and i also get my Christmas gift. But im worried though. because i didnt get anything for Travis. He's going to hate me. What if he thinks im a bad girlfriend then dumps me. I need to think of something fast. What i should get him. Crap i forgot i got school today. Maybe i should skip first period and go get his gift. But wait i need to find what to get him first. Ughhhhhh i feel like such a bad girlfriend. Oh god I'm finally at school. And Travis is waiting for me. He's standing there waiting for me. He looks so god damn cute standing there. Damn am i the luckyies girl or what. Awwww he has my gift in his hands. I wonder whats in the bag. ''Hey beautiful''. ''Heey'''. He keeps swinging the bag back and forth. And he keeps trying to bug me. so i just had to say it i just had to. ''is that my gift???''. He laughs and just smiles and me. ''yes its your gift babe''. I open the gift and it was a teddy bar that says kisses on it and he got me these little kiss choloates. It was like the cutest thing i have ever seen. ''I love it babe.... but i didnt get you a gift and i feel so bad''. ''dont be babe.... your all i ever wanted as long as i have everything''. He leans in and kisses me and gives me a hug. ''I love you Travis''. ''i love you to Chelsea and before i forget happy 1 month''. ''awwwww you remember''. ''of course i did you dumy''. ''I love you''.
