''You know, someone once told me there's nothing wrong with fairy tales, because everybody lives a happliy ever after''.
Everyone keeps asking me and Travis if we're having sex and let me tell you its kinda awkward. Its like why do people care if me and Travis are having sex or not. Its only mine and Travis buisniess. I really dont get it. But it is kinda weird to think about though. Me and Travis never even had that talk yet. You know that talk where you sit down with your boyfriend and have that talk about sex. We never had that talk and i dont know i think we should have that talk as boyfriend and girlfrined. Maybe i should bring it up to him and see what he thinks about it. But that will be kinda awkward though so i dont know. Maybe ill bring it up to him when i go to his house and get him. He texted me this morning asking me if i can come to his house before school starts. So i have to go by his house before school starts.
30 minutes latter. ''Heey you wake up''. ''I didnt even hear you come in''. Travis said. ''Well you didnt hear your alarm clock go off either''. ''Thats because it didnt go off everybody gets up at 7:00''. ''Well time to get up and get ready''. ''I am up.... come here beautiful''. Travis pulls me in for a kiss. We're just laying there and just kissing. I pulled away. ''Better start getting ready for school before we're late mister''. Travis gets up and goes to the bathroom to go have his shower. And all i can think about is having that talk with him. All I know when i go to school today everyone is going to think something went on between us at his house. Knowing all of our friends they will say something and i dont know i really dont want to hear it. It gets annoying after words. Travis comes out of the shower and all he haves on is his towle. Well this is awkward. He comes closer to me and kisses me. I pull back and he's just gazing in my eyes. I look in his eyes and we both are gazing in each others eyes. He comes closer to me again and i kinda just back up. ''ummm you better get change before we're late be right back''. ''Ummmm alright...... i guess''. I ran down stairs. And Travis came behind me. ''So wheres your mom anyways????''. I asked. ''Oh she went to go to drop of my sister and went shopping''. ''Oh so were here alone???''. ''yeah buts its not like we're going to do anything though we got to go to school''. We both laugh.
A couple hours latter. ''Hey babe want to come over today after school??? my mom said its alright''. ''Ummm yeah sure.... i kinda wanna talk to you about something''. ''alright about what''. ''ummm we'lll talk about it latter so our friends doesnt bug us k''. ''alright see you latter babe''. Oh my god im going to have that talk with him latter on today. this is going to be so awkward. You know what im not going to say anything about it. Im just going to let it go. Instead he wont even remember i told him i need to talk to him about something he's going to forget all about it.
I'm at Travis house. And we're just sitting here cuddling and watching a movie. ''So babe you told me you wanted to talk to me about something what was is about''. Travis said. ''Oh yeah i almost forgot well this is going to be awkward but were do we stand???''. ''what do you mean???''. ''like you know about sex...... like do you think we're ready for that???''. ''Honestly no i dont think we're ready for that..... i think we should at lest wait a year or two i was think we should wait for at lest three years''. ''really??? i was just going to say lets wait a year''. ''hey its up to you but i comfured we wait for 2 or 3 years''. ''you know what your right''. ''And hey who cares what the other people thinks its our lifes..... our lifes together.... im telling you your the only girl i want to be with we may have our fights but i dont care as long if i still have you and i can hold you in my arms when the fight is over with.... your the girl i want to marry''. ''awwwwww''. Awwwww i never had a guy ever say that to me. Why was i scared to bring this up. He's the best boyfriend anyone could ask for.
