The Skin I'm In

Feels. (11)

Some parts in this story are really important to me and are true events or thoughts that occurs daily, I will greatly appreciate if you don't laugh at the characters. This book is very important to me because it is a replica of me - Asia. With some false content of course, like I stated in previous chapter(s) I lost my exact idea for this book, my family thrown it away so I have to re-plan this. Please excuse the long waits for me to update. I really adore the fact that you guys really love this book and I'm sorry about the slow updates but I'll get better work with me? And please don't remove this book from your library or not comment I'd love to know what you think.

I'm sorry this so long -

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Omniscient

As Legend sat in his holding cell he couldn't help but think of how wrong he was, disrespecting candice and her 'family' seeing his sister cry out for him as he was taken away truly broke his heart, he felt as if he failed his sister and father.

"Son when I'm dead and gone I'm gonna need you to the man of the house, don't do no dumb shit that will have you separated from them, be a wise man, they think before they act. Every decision you make, think long and hard before you act on it ,because that one decision can ruin your life forever, I've been through it; don't follow my footsteps of bad decisions "

His father's words replayed in his mind and unknowingly tears streamed down his face.

Although his parents were famous nobody really knew legend was the son of the now deceased robyn and Chris Jaxon, one because legend never wanted to be under his parents spotlight, he wanted to be famous yes, but he wanted to start from scratch as in not having handouts because of who he was related to, he felt as if his songs would be false if all he does is speaks in how hard his life is yet he's been waited on hand and foot.

Just like jhasmine had stated destiny is the one who really draws attention to them both because her and Chris look exactly alike.

Legend favors more of his mother's relatives.

Which he was thankful because he feels like if did look like his mother or father, people would expect him to be an exact replica of the deceased icons.

And then what would people think if he couldn't meet the expectations ?

"My career is over before it even starts" he mumbled amongst himself causing a jolt of anger to take over him as he started acting berserk and continued his actions.

Punching brick walls, yelling, pounding his fists against his head, sensing an unknown feeling coming over him he felt his body become stiff as he was being restrained .

He's never felt like this before he was actually becoming scared of himself. .. maybe this the built up hate and pain he felt for losing his parents I'd finally reveling himself.

I'm not crazy. He continues to feel differently like his soul was finally breaking and his heart finally hurting, he's tried so hard to be okay for his sister. .. but in reality he was falling into a deep depression that he was still very unaware of.

He hated this feeling, of sorrow and lost, yet he loved it maybe he could finally be found by the person he really needed.

He just had to wait to find out who it was. ..

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Sorry this is so short.

But the next chapter i will skip the bail and all that sad/ emotional shit.

I just can't.

It'll be weeks or maybe a month later in the story ( next chapter )

I'm really tired guys.

Enjoy. !

Didn't proof read. .. idc idc