Kissed, by Dari (BoyxBoy)

6. So Anxious

>>Carson

Said I'm so anxious,

so meet me at eleven thirty.

I Love it when you talking dirty,

Said I'm so anxious,

how could you quit this early?

you know I'm a sex-a-holic'

Slow jamz at night always seem to calm me. It's weird because, The generation I was born in is, music isn't what it used to be. Music used to be able heartbreak & pleasure. A little pain goes a long way with music. Now, music is just 'bitch, ho, this and that' If I could I'd go back to where music was actually good. Don't get me wrong, this generation gets a couple of great artist every now and again. Lana, Alessia, Adele, & Christina. She was great back when she started out, I miss her music. Oh and Kehlani, I've heard she's going through it right now. I know one thing, it'll make a great song one day.

Finally home, I thought pulling into the driveway. It's time to shower & go to sleep, I could've sworn my bed was calling my name.

ding! I look down, at my phone notifications to see that Sadie texted me.

'Where the hell were you tonight? I've been texting you all night CC! You're so going to get tomorrow.' Oh shit, I completely forget to text her. She's probably ready to slap me silly.

'Sorry Sadie, I had somethings to handle & they took longer than expected. How about I make it up to you, shopping on Wednesday?'

Before she could even reply, I hopped into the shower, scrubbing all the dirt from today's eventful day away. I wonder what Darilyn's doing right now. "Probably listening to Lana" I said to myself.

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'You really think I'm going to fall for that mister? :('

'Meet me at the car after school.'

This girl is crazy, thats what I get for befriending her.

'Ok & I'll tell you why I couldn't make it to the movie night.' I texted, laying my phone on my nightstand. It's time to go sleep, I have a long and boring day ahead of me tomorrow. With that thought I turn my lamp off & turn over in my bed. I'm sure I was asleep in five minutes flat..

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Why is my sleep pattern so messed up? It's five thirty in the morning & I'm up, why me. I flick on my lamp & head to the bathroom. Bumping into a couple walls at the same time. No I don't wear glasses, I just have to get my vision together in the morning. Lights are the devil in the morning, they blind you with their brightness & burn your eyes too. The.Devil.

I head back to my room & climb into bed, turning my lamp back off. I grab my phone off my nightstand & unlocked it to see that Darilyn was up doing homework. This early, seriously no life. I minimize the app and go to my messages to text him, 'Go to sleep, it's too early to be doing homework.' Who am I to talk, I'm always up this early. Maybe not for homework but I'm up thinking myself into a migraine.

'Are you stalking me?' I chuckled, in your dreams.

'No, its called social media.'

'Sure it is, besides I gotta get this done before Mr. Wild's class. I take him first period today.'

'Ouch, I feel so bad for you.' I hated that man. He's really annoying.