Kissed, by Dari (BoyxBoy)

15. Cake

"I'm not a piece of cake,
for you to just discard.
While you walk away,
with the frosting of my heart..
So I'm taking back
what's mine. You'll miss
the slice of heaven that,
I gave to you last night."

>>Darilyn

Another restless night and miserable day. Dragging myself out of bed, I make my way to the bathroom to freshen up for school.

Bloop! Slowly grabbing my phone, I unlock it to see a message from Sadie. Haven't talked to her since she destroyed Carson's friendship with Avery & almost killed him.

Dari, I know its been a while. I've missed you, can we talk? I heard about you and Carson.

I guess, we can meet up at the park or something.

Sounds great, see you there.

Since I don't have any friends, nor a boyfriend. I need someone to talk to, especially Lewis started dating Abby. He's literally gone most of the day.

Looking down at my phone, I notice today is Saturday. So instead of dressing for school, I plopped right back down onto my bed. Tucking myself in, I lay there, eyes wide open. Questions circling mind, I continue to wonder. Even after three weeks, I'm still trying to figure out how Carson took my virginity & left me.

I sit silently in the corner of my dark bedroom. My eyes feel a slight sting and my lips start to quiver. The first tear threatens to fall and I hug my knees in tight before letting the warm tear slip down my pale face. My throat started to close & my nose running. I stretch my legs out & bend forward where I sat. Pressing my palms to the bed, I began to cry.

"Dari? Dari, where are you?" I hear Lewis calling as he walks up the stairs. I didn't reply instead, I dried my eyes, trying to regain composure. "Oh there you are... Wait, are you crying?" he asks, I shake my head rapidly to indicate that I'm not. "No, you're lying. Tell me what's wrong?" he asks, walking towards me.

As he gets closer, I step back further, "What do you care?" I snapped, slowly losing composure.

"What are you talking about kid, of course I care! I'm your best friend, talk to me," he assured, with worry on his face.

"Best friend? Let me tell you something, best friend. You've been so busy with your new girlfriend, I haven't even been noticed. You don't care," I yelled, voice cracking by this time, "You left me for her! You don't care about me, no one does. GET OUT OF MY ROOM, NOW!" I screamed, tears streaming down my face, eyes bloodshot & nose running. The look on my face was pure anger & sadness.

He stood there starring at me until he got the picture & walked away slowly. As he left, I slammed my door. Turning and pressing my back against the door, sliding down. Pulling my legs closer to me, I put my head down & resume crying.

*****

I woke up to a banging behind me, turning around, I remember I fell asleep against the door. Slowly I pick myself up off the floor, slinging the door open. "Oh, hey mom. How was your trip?" I asked, trying to sound excited about their return. I'm sure it was great, I mean they extended for a week.

"It was wonderful kiddo, you should've seen it! The scenery at night, is to die for," she explained to me, taking a seat next to me on the bed, "Oh honey, you look terrible. What's the matter?" she asked, rubbing her fingers through my hair.

"Nothing, just stressed about finals. Its really hard week for us all." I cooed, now technically I wasn't lying because it really was finals week.