Kissed, by Dari (BoyxBoy)

9. 24/7

*Picture is Amelia Carter

>>Carson

"Carson, hey it's me, Dari. How are you feeling?" he says like, I'm some sort of mutant. "I brought your favorite, Oreo's! Peanut butter as well, let's eat some." he yells out, while opening the jar of peanut butter. I wish he'd just go away, I just want to be alone. I lift up to turn over but the pain is agonizing.

"Ahh, oh God help me!" I scream at the top of my lungs. I feel like I'm about to die, I'm in constant pain. I've been here almost two weeks and I haven't progressed yet. I just want to get better and go home already. I hate hospitals & especially hate not being able to do for myself.

Darilyn has been here everyday after school to give me homework & flowers. I don't talk to him usually, I haven't really talked to anyone. I just sit here & mope, flick the tv back & forth. I'll be happy when I can get home to my bed.

"I wish you'd talk to me. I'm really sorry about pushing you away. If I'd known I would cause so much trouble I would've never kis-"

"Don't you dare even utter that word." I hissed at him. At least I said something, thats a step up, right? "I've been doing my homework, didn't ask you to bring me anything. I don't need you here, you should really go." I said, rolling over onto my side.

"That maybe true Carson but, I want to be here. Besides, you needed homework & I got you to speak. That's gotta count for something." Dari questioned.

I didn't budge or even say anything. I don't care anymore, I just want to sleep now. I knew that he wouldn't leave though, so taking a deep breathe I simply asked, "What do you want from me? Want me to say, I forgive you? That, it wasn't your fault that this happened? What do you want?" I screamed, breaking into tears. Getting up out of the chair Dari sat on the side of my bed, wiping the tears away from my eyes.

He grabs my hand & looks at me in pure sadness. He pulled me into a tight hug as I whispered in his ear, "I know you know, what happened, the truth."

I pushed him back just to get a good look at him as he says, "Sadie told me, she told me everything from the time you got to her house, til the crash.. She also told me that you were a mess because of what I'd said and did to you. I'm so sorry, I didn't know how you felt nor did I take the time t consider your feelings. It wasn't right of me & if I never kissed you & pushed you away. She wouldve never called Avery & you wouldn't be here, this is all my fault." Dari says as tears pour out of his eyes.

Grabbing the tissues on the sidr on my bed, I wipe his face clear of them.

"This wasn't your fault, it was an accident. I should've have been driving while so emotional. I'm gojng to be perfectly fine Darilyn." I reassured him.

"Visiting hours are almost over sir, I'm going to have to ask you to leave." The nurse says, nicely.

"Mrs. Belle that won't be necessary, he'll be staying tonight. Is there any way you could get two dinners tonight?" I ask.

"Oh ok, sure Mr. Carter, I think I can swing that. I'll be back in a jiffy." she says closing the door behind her.

"You sure you don't mind me staying? I don't want things to get uncomfortable Carson."

"Yea you're right, this is going to be uncomfortable. I need you too go and get these things for me." I handed him a list of items for a Netflix party for two. He nodded and quickly threw his coat on and ran out the door to the store.

>>Darilyn

Pressing the button on the elevator I pulled my phone out, to see a missed call from Sadie.