Loved and Wanted

What Just Happend ?

Hey guys ! I hope you enjoy my fanfic, this is my very first one so it won't be great ... i would love if you guys would givee me feedback ( Good or bad )  & how i could make this story better (:

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My name is Nicole Riverstin. I'm 18 and a senior at Mulberry high starting today. My dad killed himself when i was 15. We don't know exactly why .. stress maybe? I always had this voice in the back of my head telling me it was all my fault ... that he killed himself because of me ..  That he didn't want to deal with me anymore.. but my mom tells me different . I wish he was here, i really miss him. After he died my mother couldn't handle the pain of staying in that house, so she told me we were moving to Florida. And that's where i grew up.

Today is my first day at a new school. I wasn't very pleased of the idea of leaving where I had grown up for the past couple years and leaving my friends I had gained... I didn't want  to switch high-schools on the last year. I know people will call me stupid for moving at the last second.

I was woken up by my noisy alarm clock. A throaty groan escaped my lips as i reached to the right to shut off my non-stop buzzing clock. After a few taps i finally hit the button to turn the alarm off. I pulled the soft duvet off my body & ran my fingers through my messy bed hair. I slowly walked to my wardrobe and grabbed the outfit I had picked out the previous night, the last thing i want to be is late on the first day of school. I tugged off my T-shirt i had slept in and tossed it in the hamper, my mom would always get on to me for having a messy room. I don't know why exactly ?

I picked out a long black sleeve shirt and a pair of brown Uggs that went perfect with my Aztec leggings. I did my basic everyday make-up, Light concelear, liquid eye-liner, and liquid lipgloss. I curled my Dark brown locks and bobby pinned my bangs into a bump. Once I was satisfied with my look I headed down stairs and grabbed a chocolate granola bar, i know its not much but i can't risk being late.

"Bye mom! I'm leaving, love you!" I shouted loud enough for her to hear me. I ran out the door and onto the cold streets. I didn't own a car, my mom thought i was to young . She always wanted to keep me safe, she didn't want to risk losing another person she she truly loves. I would feel bad for her sometimes, because she was always alone. Sometimes she would get tired of being home alone all day, and go to the gym. She says it takes her mind off things.

Ever since my father died she has changed, a lot. She had to be put on depression medication. Sometimes she would lash out on me for the littlest things, but i know she's going through a lot so i don't even try to fight back .. but she has to realize i miss him to .. not only her. I remember the last time i talked back...

I had looked on my phone for directions to my new school. I looked up to see a rather large high school. It was covered in red bricks with a huge sign on the front of the school that read ' Moulbarry High ' in bold letters.

I groaned when i noticed a ' popular & preppy ' group outside of the school entrance, just my luck. I slowly walked over to the door with my head down so they wouldn't notice me and patronize me for being new. I had realized that the ' popular ' kids tend to do that. When i first moved to Florida, i was bullied for the past 3 weeks. One day i finally stook up for myself and ever since then that group never messed with me again.

"Hey babe, are you new?" a tall boy with dirty blonde hair asked, Causing thier whole group to stare directly at me. I felt hard gazes burning at the back of my head. I swiftly turned my head in his direction. I looked anywhere but his eyes. I heard someone awkwardly cough, waiting for me to answer.