Loved and Wanted

How Can I Tell Him ..?

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Nicole's POV 

The ride was silent, except a few questions my mum asked about Harry. She even asked if I love him, once the words left her mouth I instantly froze. I don't love him. We literally just met and I know nothing about his life. Nothing. He could be a criminal, a killer, a thief for all I know. The thought of Harry being a criminal haunts my head until we arrive at a huge white building, which I'm guessing is the gym. She stops the car and takes the keys out of the ignition, we quietly get of the car and grab our work out bags, then head towards the door.

"Thanks for coming, Nicole. I really wanted to spend more time because I'm going to -"

"Mum." i warned her. I really didn't want to talk about her dying right now. I came here to spend more time with her and get the fact I only have three weeks with my mum left out of my head. But she keeps bringing it up, I really don't feel like crying right now.

"Sorry, I forgot.." she mumbled

"Its okay .. just please don't bring it up now. I want to have a good time with you, not an emotional one."

"I would love to spend more time with you by the way. Any time you want to just tell me." I promised with a huge smile on my face, causing my mums to curve up into a wide grin. I opened the gym door for my mum, she thanked me and walked in.

While my mum signed a few papers I could easily tell the man behind the counter was clearly checking her out. I gave him a glare, then he quickly turned his head towards the window. I didn't want anyone to stare at her like that. Maybe because I didn't want her to move on from dad, it wasn't that I didn't want her to be happy again, I was just afraid she would forget about dad. I knew I would never be used to another man that close with my mum again, I wanted her to be happy its just nobody will ever be able to replace my fathers place. ever.

She shyly smiled at him once she finally realized he was ranking his eyes up and down her body, even after I mentally warned him. She finished and we headed inside the actual gym. I stared around the musky room, there were lots of built men and women exercising, I felt puny compared to them . My mum guided me towards a bench to set our bags down at, while she put her hair up into a tight high ponytail I made my way to a treadmill. I decided I'm going to start off easy to let my body warm up.

"I'm going to go over there, will you be fine by yourself?" my mum pointed towards an opposite room across from us. I nodded and she trailed off.

I started out at a slow walk/jog, then gradually went faster and faster. I tried to ignore the uncomfortable stares by other guys my age in the gym but it was hard. After I had ran for 30 minutes I decided to do a thigh work out, I really wanted to try to look decent so even Harry wouldn't make fun of my unperfect body. The reason why I'm so insecure is because of Eathan, I was perfectly fine until we broke up. Then he spreaded rumours about me having vagina problems and stretch marks every were 'down there'. Which was definitely all a lie, but he didn't care. I don't even know why he bothered to come back and try to apologize, I would NEVER forgive him. He has done to much unfixable damage to just come and try to fix it all up.

Why'll I was doing my work out I heard a couple of guys conversation, and the reason how they caught my attention is because I heard Harry's deep husky voice. No. This can't be happening. It has to be a different guy, I probably heard wrong. I gazed over to the direction I heard the conversation, and my eyes widened. It was Harry.