Loved and Wanted

"Do you want him?"

Harry's POV

The way she screamed, the way she ran away from me in complete terror was enough to bring me to my knees. The frightening, glimmer of tears in her eyes crushed me, burning my heart on the spot. It broke me to see her so afraid..

Of me.

I am the reason she's like this, I am the reason she's hurt and and scared. I caused this, I caused her tears, her heart ache. All of it. I hit Nicole because I couldn't control my fucking anger. I honestly didn't mean to sling my arm back that hard, I just needed her away from me, so I wouldn't hurt her.

It's to fucking late for that now.

I've hurt her, I've taken every last bit of sanity she'd consumed. And now she's not going to take me back this time. All because I flipped out when I saw her and Niall kissing.

Fucking Niall.

It's taking the last bit of restraint I have to not slam my fist in his face right now, as he sits across from me, intently watching Nicole.

That dick.

He's the main fucking cause of this shit, all because he couldn't keep his fucking lips to himself.

"Why'd ya' do it? why'd ya hit her?" he finally spoke up after a long pause of silence.

"I DIDN'T FUCKING MEAN TO!" I snapped, slamming my fists on the glass table ahead of me. Niall jumped slightly, quickly standing to his feet, "Your gonna wake her!"

I stood up also, trying my best to keep my distance. "This is all your fucking fault!"

He stared at me with a blank expression, slowly processing my words through his head. "No this is all on you man, not me! Don't blame me because you can't control your fuckin' anger!"

My fists curled by my sides in complete anger, I can't blow, I can't fuck up again. I can't lose her love anymore more than I already have. "I didn't mean to." I spoke slower, closing my eyes. If I take one glance at his face I know I won't be able to control my anger.

"You made her bleed! You pushed her on the-"

Before I even realized it, I was on top of Niall in seconds. "Shut the fuck up!" I spat in his face, gripping his shirt and slamming his body into the hard ground. He yelped out in pain, making a sly smile appear on my face. I've always enjoyed hearing his cries of pain. "Get the fuck off!" he cried out. Surprising me, he shot his fist up, implanting on my cheek. Making me stumble off of him, allowing him to have full access to jump right on top of me.

And of course, he did. Repeatedly slamming his fists into my face. "STOP!" a small voice screamed, ceasing Niall's movements. Our heads both shot up, peering over to the small fragile girl in the hallway, with tear filled eyes. I wiped the blood from my chin, staring at Her watery eyes as they shifted between Niall and me, her mouth agape as she fell to her knees. Instantly, I pushed Niall off of me, causing him to fall on his ass as I ran over to her, catching her in my arms just as her body was about to plummet into the ground.

Her muffled cry cracked my heart, making me go weak. I love this girl so much, so fucking much. And look what I've turned her into! mush. That's what.

"Baby.. shh, I'm so sorry." I cooed in her ear, holding her close to my chest. She squirmed in my hold, "Get off of me." Nicole cried, pushing my chest with her hands, desperate to get away from me. The scared look etched on her face, as she squeezed her eyes closed, literally broke me completely. "Baby-"

"GET OFF OF ME!" she finally screamed, pounding her small fists on my chest, making me release her from my hold. Quickly, she scrambled over to Niall. Holding on to his arm tightly as she hid behind him.